confession

saye rse saye kene stalk dngn ramai org!

or just perasaan?

whatever~~

p/s: tu je nk ckp

lapar~~

ok. tibe2 masok food memory lane.
perut da bt orkestra.
ngade2 btol.

n bler mcm ni la perut teringat

ais kacang(depan skola lame..mmg heaven la)

sambal udang(udang yg sekilo rm15 tu.fuhhh.mmg sedap la bt sambal)

nasik lemak(ade je nasik lemak kat cni. tp nk yg de daun pndan..)

ayam kentucky halal( mmg puase aym KFC la aku due thun.huhu)

n much2 more.

ok.stop perut.jngn ingt lagi.(*wani ckp*)

and perut terus stop ingt
and that`s the end.hehe.
kne smbung study!

biul~

kepala da nk biul

nk abeh sem

tyme2 mcm nilah aku..

bnyk pekse

bnyk kene study

bnyk skip mkn(*potentially akn kurus)

tk byk gelak2(gud??)

bnyk date ngan tuhan(mak suruh)

dan tyme mcm ni lah jugak dye..

nk ujan..ribut+taufan+angin sumer

kene cucuk(hep b+seasonal flu+swine flu)

takcukup tido(sbb pkir calc blom khatam)

tensen pkir jadual next sem(pigg or chance??)

NK BALEK MESIA!!!!

n that`s all.

kene sambung study..ngeee..

salam.

ape nk buat..kalaw..

ape nk buat kalaw kite rase..

hopeless

helpless

n desperate?

option #1

amik bntal, take nice position , n then u sleep

result: not too effective, but at least u can get way from this world for a sec..and then realizing that u did not finish ur hmwrk at the time u wake up!

option#2

pegi chillis order bnyk2, mkn bnyk2

result: u will ended up kene byr sume yg anda pesan n maybe kene keje sementara kat c2 sbb tak cukup duet nk byr.

option#3

tepon mak abah

result: sort of calming..mak akn ckp..cube lg..n maybe this was not ur rezeki n abah may said..blaja lgi..your knowledge is not enough..(n of course sume ni dlm malay)

option#4

bentang sejadah..jumpe tuhan..

result: kpd org yg penah try..ni lah yg terbaek.(*untuk saye jugak senanye).kalaw da agk lame tak date ngan tuhan..bek date skang.(*reminder for me..n for the rest of the gang)

in conlusion, buat ape yg terbaek..coz tak sume org de similar ways nak

handle kinda depressed+mushy+lonely+tension feeling ni..

so do what the besy for u..and u will be just fine.

ok. sebenanye saye pon tak phm kenape saye tulih psl ni

n tetibe rase nk tulih. skang da habes idea nk ngarut.

ok. sekian. salam.

terkene penyakitkah aku??

entah mengapa dn bgaimn..

rase mcm rajen plak aku ni mengupdate blog

sungguh musykil dihati ini..

terkena penyakitkah aku?

haha

(rase nk ketuk kepala dngan hammer sbb intro

takleh blah)

anyway..DA ABEH EXAM FOURTH CALCULUS

tataw la bley skor ke tak..

just wait n see la

(*ahahahahha*)

skang ni keje tek bertimbun la sngt kan

*final cvil presentation

check.da selamat disempurnakan ari rabu.grup first kot.cuak thp 9 skala richter kot.but, all went well..hehe

*final reflection paper for CS

mainly bout ethics with computer. ok ramai kerut dahi. bler masuk klas ni, sort like korg kene argue whether bende tu slh ke tak?for exmple, if someone asked you where is your friend and you knoe he is going to kill your friend, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? haha.soklannnye lbey kurg cm tu la. *and to be frank,saye slh soklan nie.hehe.

*correction for calc tests

da de 1, 2, 3 calculus tests. salah bnyk kene la bt bnyk pembetulan.leceh tol.waktu pekse tanak btul bnyk2.huhu.sdey!

*n the last one, merevised ape yg da blaja untuk final

this may sound very pathetic, tp aku tak start pon lg sume2 nk revise nie! terase mmg seminggu stret la aku tak tido ni..takut la nak final.NAK BALEK!!!

in conclusion, saya patut bergerak kehadapan agar kemajuan dpt dicapai (and i may have to take a bath first.hehe)

ok

sekian.

wassalam.

p/s: adkh wajar saya menuang klas esok?haha..just kidding!

orang mkn...aku??

dengan ini selamatlah aku bertapa

tngh bt slide kt commons..

matthew kat dpan dngn ale kat tepi..

berkerut2 kening bt keje..

seb bek aku kene sketch je

kalaw kene kire..mmg tak dapekla..

haha

sungguh tak disangka..aku berbakat

rupenye lukis2 nih

ahhaha

angkat bakul sendiri *of course la*

waaaaa!!perut lapar..

bler nk abeh nii??

bau mcm2 skrg..

huhu..

lapar2!!

goal mlm nie: finish off calculus book chpter 5 and 6

*knpe mcm tak mungkin je*

tadi pon syahid kat eskind..huhu..

ngantuk seyh!!

gler btul la aku ni

pekse ari khamis kot..WEEEE!!

haha

whatever..asl aku bhgia

and da abeh supernatural season two!!

great achievements!!lgi due season menunggu!!

tunggu winter break la

im sooooo not in my mind if tngk bende tu skang!

ok.. da bleh blah...

ahhaha

nak makan

smpai cni je taw

nnty update lg

hehe

mesh potato&peach cobbler&daaz menanti..

p/s: ade org ckp ade salji pg tadi! sumpah tak tido mlm nie!

~random~

kol 6.49 ptg. hari ahad.

dengan rasminye tamat fall break.*waaaaa*.

tanak smbung blaja!!

ari ni mkn kat commons.

tak sedap pon.tp okla.

mkn ngan bebudak umah.

ade sorg sesat.haha.taperla.

dye pon da mcm murtad umah je.hehe.

dye org nak wat video mlm ni

sal MOHABBATEIN.haha.looking forward for it.

esok

dngn azam dan tekad yg tinggi, aku nak jgk gi bubble tea.

ari tu sesat.siot je.jln dkat sejam.pegi jln smpai umah2 black people.

ade kaca pecah sumer.bt meremang bulu roma je.

patu jumpe jln tp smpai2 da tutup.@$%#& btul.tapi takpe.

da taw jln.tunggu esok aku serbu.

dngn rasminye aku tak syap lg assignment.

gler bnyk bende nak wat.

main2 ke aku?konpius tol.

da tu, rasenye kene la stay up mlm ni.*saya buat muke*

papun..smlm ulang tngk narnia

besyyyyy..hahaha.caspian ensem.

tue2 pon mcm bdk2 lg.

sape kate edward lg ensem?hehe.

ok.cter fall break.not much.start ari jumaat.

omputeh sumer balek.

tinggal la bdk2 melayu.cm kampus sendiri lak.

ari jumaaat da de ESS!!!

sangtla memotong jln aku nk gi tngk NEW MOON.

seb bek tak gler edward sngt.tak tngk pom tak kisah.

patu ari sabtu ESS, ari ahd ESS,

ari isnin pon ESS, ari rabu lg ESS

ari khamis pon jumpe lg ESS!!

sngtla tak berkembang idup aku.

HARI JUMAAT!!heaven for aku!

dpt cuti satu ari.

thanksgiving+raye aidiladha+black friday.

haha. hepi sbb raye.

kesian sbb teringt turkey2 yg kene sembelih

n sdey sbb takley shopping!!

huhu.ade sale besar2 bler black friday.

sumer bende murah2.tyme ni la nak borong coach

guess levi nikey n bende2 yg sewaktu dngnnye.

aku?kim slm je la.

duit da abeh beli i***.huhu

bikin merana je jiwa..mcm okla jgk.

ade cter rain kat panggung.

sudanye org pokai gi tngk movie je, org kaye gi shopping.

tapi berbaloi!rain ensem.sweet je.

berlakon pon pndai.hehe.

ari sabtu.

smbung balek ESS.ari ahd abes!!merdeka!

sbb tu skrg tngh landing2.hehe.

tngh pkir nk mkn pe waktu winter.

megi da abeh.kopi mcm ckit.milo mcm da nk lenyap.

mak, nk mknn!!!

ckp psl mak, dye bt korban.

alhamdulillah tahun ni tak banjir.

syukur nye yg amat la.

kalaw tidak, sape nk angkt brg2 sume.

org sumer tader.sian mak abah.huhu.

n adek laki ksyngn aka fakrul, amik pekse SPM.

ckp steady je.tataw la boley score ke tak.

muke mcm terlebey epi je bler ckp sal pekse.

tak tension langsung.korek punye korek.oh.

abah da jnji nk beli moto lps pekse REGARDLESS his result!!

sungguh tak aci. tapi abah buat tak kisah.

huhu.taper2.mentang anak laki sorg.

so skang tngh perang dingin ngan abah.

3 minggu lg winter break!

da plan da nak wat marathon movie+drama.hehe.

sumpah minggu ni mcm sibuk.

4th exam calculus.final lab chem.

seminggu lg final calc ngan chem.im so dead.

amik SPM dlu pon tak mcm nie.huhu.

papepon. whatever.tak kisah.nak cuti je!!

haha.bek tk pyh dtg cni.

haaa..gambar fall nk masuk winter.

mcm kanak2 riang.first tyme krismas di US. cm jakun.haha.

ok smapi ctu je.nnty upload lg gambar.

nk mandi.peace.salam.

when youre alone..

skang kol 2 pg. 2.12 to be exact.saye sdey senanye.tak perlu ckp knpe. saje nk post sbb da lame tak bt post. percayelah saye nk sngt tukar template nih. tapi tader mase(even if there 24hr in a day)

adoyai!!

so bear with me.cantik pe kaler nih.hehe.friends kat mesia>SELAMAT CUTI!!

p/s tngh pkir patot ke bt laundry tngh2 pg kol 2?ye ke tak patot ke tak?

Tell Me Your Wish(GENIE)

Tell Me Your Wish(GENIE)

Girls Generation

By JAY | Published: OCTOBER 13, 2009

Turn it up~! Just turn it up~! That’s right, Come on!

sowoneul marhaebwa! ni maeumsogeh itneun jageun ggumeul marhaebwa
ni meorieh itneun isanghyungeul geuryeobwa. geurigo nareul bwa. nan neoui genieyah, ggumiyah, genieyah.
deurimkareul tago dalryeobwa. neon nae yeopjarieh anja. geujeo nae iggeulrim sogeh modu deonjyeo.
gaseum beokcha teojyeobeoryeodo, baramgyeore nalryuhbeoryuhdo jigeum isoongan sesangeun neoui geot.

geuraeyo nan neol saranghae. eonjena miduh ggumdo yeoljeongdo da jugo shipuh.
nan geudae sowoneul irwojugo shipeun (shipeun) haengoonui yeoshin.
sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for you, boy) sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your wish)
sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your dream.) naegeman marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your world.)

sowoneul marhaebwa! jiruhan naldeuri neon jikyeobji anni?
pyeongbeomhan saenghware neon mudhyeobeoryeotni? ije geuman ggaeuhna. neon naui superstar, shining star, superstar.

shimjangsori kateun ddeolrimui harleyeh ne momeul matkyeobwa. ije i sesangeun ojik neoui mudae.
hwanhosori kateun padoga, naegaseumen neoui che oni naneun neoui kil youngwonhan biggest fan.

geuraeyo nan neol saranghae. eonjena miduh ggumdo yeoljeongdo da jugo shipuh.
nan geudae sowoneul irwojugo shipeun (shipeun) haengoonui yeoshin.
sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for you, boy) sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your wish)
sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your dream.) naegeman marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your world.)

Hey! Tell me what you need. Tell me what you hope.
DJ! put it back on.

geuraeyo nan neol saranghae. eonjena miduh. ggumdo yeoljungdo da jugo shipuh.
nan geudae sowoneul irwojugo shipeun (shipeun) haengoonui yeoshin. sowoneul marhaebwa!

nan neol saranghae. neon naui music. nan neol saranghae. neon naui kibbeum.
nan neol saranghae. nan neoui haengoon-i dwaego shipuh
(neoui fantasyreul sumgimeobshi marhaebwa naneun genie gireul boyeojulge
niga jajin sowon sumgimeobshi marhaebwa neoui genie naega deureojulge)

sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for you, boy) sowoneul marhaebwa! (i’m genie for your wish.)
sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your dream.) naegeman marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your world.)
sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for you, boy!) sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your wish.)

ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS:

Tell me your wish
Tell me that small dream you have inside of your heart
Draw that ideal person you have inside of your head
I’m your genie, I’m your dream, I’m your genie

Let’s go, riding in the dream car
Sit next to me
Throw everything into my guidance
Even if your heart beat explodes
Even if you fly away with the wind
Right now, this moment, the world is yours

Yes, I love you
Always believe in me
My dreams, My passion
I want to give them all
I want to answer your wishes
I’m the goddess of your fortunes
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for you boy)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your wish)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your dream)
Tell it only to me (I’m Genie for your world)

Tell me your wish
Don’t the boring days bother you?
Have you become buried by your ordinary life?
Now stop and wake up
You are my superstar, shining star, super star

Release your body into the trembling beating of your heart like a Harley
Now this world is simply your stage
The waves of cheers
In my heart, your body temperature is my path
Forever your Biggest Fan

Yes, I love you
Always believe in me
My dreams, My passion
I want to give them all
I want to answer your wishes
I’m the goddess of your fortunes
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for you boy)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your wish)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your dream)
Tell it only to me (I’m Genie for your world)

DJ Put it back on

Yes, I love you
Always believe in me
My dreams, My passion
I want to give them all
I want to answer your wishes
I’m the goddess of your fortunes
Tell me your wish!

Yes, I love you
You are my Music
I love you
You are my joy
I love you
I want to be your fortune

(Tell me your fantasy, without holding back
I’ll show you the genie’s path
Tell me your wish, without holding back
Your genie, I will grant them)

Tell me your wish (I’m genie for you boy)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your wish)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your dream)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your dream)

Tell me your wish (I’m genie for you boy)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your wish

kesedaran aku..

tader memende pon

aku tngh bt laundry ketika ini

tetibe jek nak bt post..

skang da midterm for my first year in here..

da dpt result pon

hahaha

not quite gud

but at least i'm not in deficiency grup

kah88

bersyukur pd DIA

skrg baru paham erti ILMU

da 6 tahun skolah rendah

+ 5 taun skola menengah

rase2 nye

aku blaja sbb nak pekse je kot

biler masuk u ni...

gler la kalaw nak hafal bulat2 material tu

clap2 boleh ended up balek mesia

masuk tanjung rambutan..

biler da keadaan da lain

proses asimilasi kepada this budaya "baru" of blaja pon da len

kene struggle dngn method baru

n at the same tyme

u have to balance ur grade and whatsoever that related to it

at this particular standpoint,

I better knoe what ur priorities are

I set my goal

I aim and I reached for it

easy to say huh??

of course its not easy to do it

but at least I thought about it

and I materialize it in my word,

instead of having this kind of thought

but I u let it get away

it come to my attention that

it is not always gonna be

a "very-bright-sunny" day

sometimes u have cloudy day

and u forget to bring ur umbrella

and ur shirt get wet and even worse, u catch a cold

(well im having this kind of life rite now, literally)

the same thing as life..

u never know what would happen

so just sit back

and think again

WHAT DID I DO WRONG??

instead of blaming other people for it

"Life is a box of chocolate, u never know what would u get"-Forrest Gump

i am not a very gud writer

but this is how i feel rite now

try to put it into word

to make it sense to everyone else

(kenape aku rase mcm pantun lak ni)

neway,

form this day forward,

aku nak

aku nak

aku nak

"tukar template baru"

hahhaa

saspen kan

gambar ni tader kene mengene ngan post aku

saje2 nak post.suke gamber nih.waktu gi tngk disney on ice

so last skali,

aku nak mintak maap

dari ujung rambut

smpai ujung kaki

kalaw ade clap dan salah_lupe plak nak minatk maap ari raye ritu

gud luk to us all

may allah bless us all

and ntah.da tader pape nak ckp.fullstop.assalamualaikum

p/s:mlm kang ader makan2-raya-thingy\doakan ade aym msk merah\PEACE!!

should i..or should i not..

today is a not-so called HAPPY day..

i am supposed to be very grateful because

there was no calculus today..

credit to Prof. Pamela

we way ahead from the other classes

so we can get off from calculus today

isnt that just wonderful..HAPPY SMILE!!

(she did 8 related rates problems in 30 minutes btw)

just finished my test 2 in calculus yesterday

am i happy??

of course not

the Qs was a lot harder than the first..

another lame excuse

i should have read more about it

well, i try my best

we see the result then

tonight, the seniors are throwing a "makan2 gather"

suppose to start at 8

frankly speaking, I LOVE SENIOR rite now

i'm graving for malaysian food

since

since

since

the last rumah terbuka

which is on..hahaha..last week

what do you expected??

i keep on eating the same food for the whole week

there was SO MANY choices..

all you can eat is fries..fries and fries

sick of fries..sick of vegie burger

sick of everything here

CREDIT TO SENIOR THEN..

wakakakaka

hopefully there "ayam masak merah"

now im at FGH

waiting for the next class

which is mechanical engineering..

it is just an introduction and btw

now im clueless

dont know what to choose

the path to engineering lies in front of me and still

im clueless

should i or should i not

just quoting from my chemistry prof phrases today,

btw we learn Chapter 7 today which is on Quantum Mechanics

quote,

" if you're having identity crisis, better you thought yourself is very lucky,

cause light does not know who it was..a particle or a wave..it cannot be both

at the same time but if you tested it, it share the both properties of

light and wave"

sounds to me that light is having more trouble than i am

ahaks..

well that's all today

i wanna start my mastering chemistry

the weather is colder rite now and still

i did not get my money yet..

JPA!!im freezing here!!!

wish "someone" could read that..

but anyway, i just gonna have patient level

for this month a lot higher than the last one

so that i would not ended up

swearing all around the campus

till next post then

::PEACE BE UPON YOU::

raye la raye..(vandy version)

seminggu da lepas raye..

aku hepi giler raye kat cni..

walaupun..

mak abah tader n kaklong,dyah,adek,wanah,n fakrul..

sesungguhnye..

AKU RINDU GILER>>>

so aku nak sory ckit sal RAYE!!!!

tersebutlah hikayat aku dihari permai itu

malam raya tu..

kitorg berkampung kat dapur umah masing2..

sebab?

nak msk la of course..

atie(the chef leader) yg tak la dpt degree lg utk msk2 ni

come up with 6 diff menus.

aku ulg lg 6!!!!!

ckp ngan aku umah sape yg mkn 6 lauk waktu ar ry???

hahahaha

aku bangga..

oleh kerana aku reserve chef jek, aku maleh

nak masok cmpor..aku bt kueh raya jek..

hahaha

berjaya la aku..sedap gler..rase nak nanges je biler makan..

sapa2 yg nak mkn

dtg umah aku summer bln 6 2 tahun lg, okay!!!

owh..

lupe nak story..

ptg tu, kitorg gi mall..

SHOPPING RAYA!!!!!!

well, aku sedar duet dlm bank da tinggal USD12 jek..

sdey gler..

seb bek de tasya..

boleyla beli kasut baru..

hahaha

cantik owwwww...

mahal gler kat mesia..kat sini USD12 je..

ahahahahaks...

smbung balek..

lepas msk2 tu..

aku terus terbongkang..memangla..2 hari tak tido kot..

malam semalam tu bt maraton da vinci n angel n demon..

tak tido langsung..

alih2 esok kol 12 aku da tido..

hahaha

pagi tu..da kol 9 kot..

baru bngn

MAK KOL>>>skype lak jd alarm..hehehe

kat mesia da mlm raye..

sumer de depan laptop..

dngn muke aku br bngn tido..mmg market la..hahahaha..

mintak maap ngan mak abah ngan sumer org..huhuhu..sdey!!

patu gerak bdk2 nih..liat gler nak bngn..

btw, aku berkampung kat bilik kwn aku..5 org satu katel..

hahaha..seb bek aku kecik...taderla himpit2 sngt..

patu bngn, mandi..syap2 da kol 11pg

turun bwh mkn bende yg kitorg msk semlm..

sesyus aku ckp..

SUMER SEDAPPPP!!!!

ader gambar..nnty tngk..hahaha

makan smpai buncit perut..

ahaks

patu bt tyngn iklan raye..best gler la..

ni la gmbar2 nye..

nasi kunyit..n nasi himpit

AYAM MASAK MERAH>>>

lontong n kari..

kol 1 cm2 da abeh mkn..

minggu dpn de test kimia

so bler da ptg tu kene gi review lecture..

bt sejarah la aku pkai baju raya gi lecture..

tak penah dibuat org..

n HUJAN lak tu..

tensen tol

tapi taper..as long kite berjihad kan..

two of my friends..diana(tdg putih)..syifa(tngh)

tu aku..dngn baju raye..bln 6 lg da syap baju raya aku..

thanx mak!!

setakat tu je la cter raye aku..

saje tader keje..

hrp tahun dpn lg best raye..huhu..

ni bkn waktu raye..gmbar kitorg ramai2!!

p/s:taun ni tak besy sngt la sbb ade org gatal nak carik gadoh ngan aku...small matter jek..if u like sumbody juz go n tell la..why nak mess up with me!!!!

ter"emo"jap...hahaha SEKIAN!!