~;my:something:than:nothing;~

2011-04-28T07:13:00.000+08:00

if you don't get to choose, just live your life to the fullest.

it's a dreadful weak.feels like killin' myself rite now.

exam::
thursday: CHBE180 & CE180
friday: CHBE162(THERMODYNAMICSSSS!)
monday:MATH198
wednesday:ECON101

hope i can survive this.on friday especially.LOL
p/s:people become very sensitive these days.trying very hard not to offend anyone.

dont keep your distance =(

2011-02-27T12:06:00.001+08:00

you so far from me yet i have no way to pull you back.
i want you to be with me yet i have to let you go.
you wont know im feeling like this yet im hoping you would know
i love you so much yet i have no way to tell you this
even though u always here with me yet i feel you so distant

im glad you with him yet why im aching in my heart
im maybe sound so selfish yet i keep thinking this way
i've never feel this way yet for you im having this foolish thought
i love you as my sister and you have to know that

and so i kill this feeling for you,for your happiness and for your trust
but you ought to know im here for you
and i will smile for you in the end

p/s:ntah knpe semua post lately ni emo2.someone ketuk kepala sket boley?haih.

2011-02-04T04:39:00.000+08:00

u just made my heart flutter.and i hate it

2011-01-23T17:19:00.000+08:00

2 things in mind.

never ever see a person with your eyes.see with ur heart.
midnight talk always lead to something disastrous.

p/s:haih.sori la kpd spe yg berkenaan

emo

2011-01-19T14:32:00.000+08:00

tnk sekola esok boley takkk.

and i was very frustrated.about everything.even lays couldnot help.*sigh*

note:please snow come fast.i dont wanna go to school.

we have to break up

2010-12-17T05:37:00.002+08:00

TO: MR GENERAL BIOLOGY SLIDES
FROM:SYAZWANI ZAKWAN

my dearest bio slide,

how are you feeling today? i am very sorry that i locked you up in that stupid small drawers for the last 4 weeks.but i really could not take it anymoree.i know that we've been dating for a while and we have fun together even though i hardly find any jokes in any of your love slides. and then you said that you madly in love with me but still we know something is missing somewhere. we dont have the "chemistry", the feeling to save this relationship.and yes i want to breakup with you.and im very sorryy for this.

yess i admit at the beginning i said i will try to love you back. i gave you hope i make you believe you are the one for me. i am sorry for what i did say but it just dont turn out so nicely for us.you wasnt meant to be with me. everytime i go to see you all i can hear was nothing.NOT A THING. maybe its my fault i did not give my full attention to you but ive tried so hard! i never skip our dates. i went even if my other friends go back to their dorm and sleeppp!I gave my full commitment to this relationship but what did you give to me??only more and more uselesss love notes that i kept almost a pile in my dorms!

i'd suffered a lot because of you.you treated all your medical's friends nicely but why you did this to me?? I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU! your friends of prokarya,eukarya,cells and what-other-crap-things are very happy with you up until one point, i fell like i dont belong in your world. why the heck i should consider to be your girlfriend if i have to remember all you generations: your grandfather your long lostt uncle and even your great222 grandfather??! i seriouslyy dontt careeee about them!

just dont feel bad about yourself. its not you.it was me in wrong, completely. and i know it will be very hard to get over me. who says it won't?*it supposed to be hard* but you'll find better person nicer person than me.you will have a wonderful moment again with your new lovers.you can tell all your love slides, facts, jokes if you want.and ill be packing up your things * your momentos, love notes ready to throw them out of my room. but please just this one timee..be nicee to me. dont just walk away like that. i still need you at least until tomorrow.so just dont make my grades worser.and dont be too harsh on me please?

"I don't know how to not love you, I only know how to not let you go"

sincerelyy,
me

final2!

2010-12-15T08:45:00.000+08:00

ok.

done with economy.

my japanese final in another day and the next day its gonna be a biology dayyyy!

cant tell how much im excited for biology.yess!im going to kill that paper.literally and figurativelyy.

cepatla breakkk!

n its snowing a lot right now.

so pleasee snow heavily bnyk2 hari!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

2010-12-06T11:17:00.000+08:00

its snowinggggg.but it happens shortly sighh.. i know i should not sleep to much this morning. the moment i open my eyes, it clearly snowing and when i started to gett all excited, it stopped.

this is just the begiiningg!the days after this will be all white!

memoryy from last snow!

2010-12-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

how time flies..
now i'm waiting to wrap up my third semester here.
its another three weeks before the holiday *yeay*
*btw, its also another 4 weeks for florida yeay.omg excited2!*

i just finish up touring the other blogs and
mmg sumpah sye mls nk update blog.
its not that it take time or complicated and believe me i loveeee to write.
but kadang2 the feeling need no expression.ok hrp korg tk cube nk phm ape bnde aku melalut nih

btw, sumer org mcm tngh sebok2 nk ckp feeling kawan2 nih. and tetibe terase nk write a post about this.ngehngehngeh*pdhl mls da nk tngk hw*

ok ckp bnde laen pulok.mlm ni tetibe pkir nk recap ape feeling ble first2 jd sophomore.
well bile jd sophs(its term for 2nd year student btw) rse mcm matured sket kot.matured in action matured in study.ok malu sekejap sbb ngaku sendiri.*kah7*.tapi mcm betul je. tk ke?

erm da matured dr segii ape yek...
*ok this is strong.waktu freshman selalu stay dlm blik n become ulat buku.sumpah tak tipu.heloo berjam2 kott berchenta ngan calc tuuu.maybe org ckp bagus, tpppp seyes tder life. mmg tder life.never ade life. so ble da msuk sophs niii sumer bnde nk bt. haaa amek ko nmpk sket dunia.dulu tk penah kisah psl jln 21st ke, jln nk gi walmart ke, jln ape2 ke. kalaw sesat tu mmg selamat la. but bler da sophs sebok2 la nk amek lesen sbb nk jlnnn.kah8. walmart tu smpai muntah hijau da tyap2 kali free pegi.waffle house pon sme jugak la.haha.

* n then one other thing i noticed. people start to change. in a good way of course. be more open to each other(nie da boley syap cter psl awek pakwe expakwe sub spare part sumer bnde la) tk ke open nmenye?
in freshmen year u never think about others u never wanna care u never wanna know about them. why bother? you have your life to put your worries into. but now all that do matter. and somehow you feel closed.

*ok dulu tak nk bohong tnk tipu mmg menyampah jugak dngn certain2 person. bajet sngt, control sngt loud sngt and ksr sngt. pokoknye org2 yg eksotik+suke bt hal sendiri+tak care perasaan orang by my opinion mmg tkkn selamat.mmg sumer syap la aku kutuk2. haa tmbh dosa aku free2 terima kaseh bnyk2. but now, tipu la kalaw ckp tk kisah but somehow da bole adapt kot. * kalaw nk compare im probably the candidate if org nk kutuk2 ke ape, tapi mmg tk kisah kot hahaha*.

ok now the fun part. the picturessss..ok enjoy.

family pics from gatlinburg.

up on the hill. while riding cable car

my dearieee.love u guys!

notin more to say.happy!class of 2013+one of 2011

conclusion nyee.. you guys are the most diverse people i ever met.thank God for letting me having you guys as friends. lets make that bond greater shall we?love u!

**"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Others stay awhile, make footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same."**

im dead

2010-10-01T12:06:00.002+08:00

tons of quizzes

trucks of HW

pleasee joy bring your light..

gedekgedekgedek

2010-09-09T04:38:00.001+08:00

hari ni hari rabu.kelas padat smpai petang da smpi ptg tanak bt pape da pancittt.

so bkk fb kkekeke da tak penat plak kan.

browsing2 page kakak ni abg tu kawan ni kawan tu

SUMERRRR NYE KAT MALAYSIAAAA!!

aigoo sngt sdey mcm nk naek courier je skrg balek malaysia

lagi sdey kalaw org laen boley balek waktu raya

kita balek waktu org malaysia tngh skola

haih..keciwa2..mmg keciwa..sngt keciwa.

ok that's the end.sekian wassalam

p/s tunggu smpai da tak keciwa bru nk post balek kekekeke

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

2010-05-06T21:12:00.002+08:00

here it is

the last onee!!

alhamdulillah....

hurray!

banzai!

yahoooo!!

*semoga org seluruh dunia pon gembira mcm sye..hehe*

calendar wani:

@mlm nie kene kemas bilik

@esok kol 7 check out

@hari len kita shopping!!

@minggu dpan balekkkkk!!!!!!!

oh2 hati seronok!

here im coming malaysia

MISS U ALL LIKE CRAZY!!!

sekian peace for palestin!!!

pintaku~

2010-04-29T11:30:00.002+08:00

tajuk dramatik takley blah

oh sngt boring blaja calculus
haih..
15 may cepatla dtggg pleasee

seksanyela nk abeh final!
taper lagi dua minggu
n im done
tanak pkir pape
balek nk melantak nasi lemak bnyk2
buwat lemak!hahaha

FIGHTING!

I go crazy because of you???

2010-04-25T16:30:00.021+08:00

WARNING!!!

ni bukn wani k...

selamat dtg ke dunia fantasi~~~~~~

♥*_Cassiopeia_*♥

kim jae joong

Hi...:)

hmmm..nk ckap pe eh..ha!..bende favorite..hehe

knal x kat atas ni sape?? name die kim jaejoong, 24 tahun...:)♥

die da bepunye k!! hahaha.. so tu je kot...hmm enjoy la gamba2 nih k...(^_^)v

die bole jd cute...♥

comel kn bile merajok?? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

trademark time gelak..haaa comel gak!!♥♥

bile time serius...still handsome!!!♥♥♥

ni random jer nih...suke giler gamba nih..

♥♥♥♥♥

bole jd sexy~~

p/s: nnt kite jumpe k...hikhikhik..♥

*_AKTF_*

sape tau, sape yg tulis blog nih..korg awesome r!!!

k la..tu je kot..da ngantok da nih...gud nite!!!

bubuy!!--xoxo--

Rate: ★★★★★

2010-04-22T08:59:00.001+08:00

kosong.

empty.

ilek.

not worth it, i know!

pleaseee..nk spill

da banjir dlm mata

put an end to this..fullstop

goodbye sorrow!

this is very2 random

2010-04-13T01:15:00.004+08:00

ape yg sye suke pasal US?

*shades is common thing!

*u can even have sushi here..FOR FREE!

*torrent is not that slow kura2 ..and u always can use streaming!

*well..english is necessary but u don't have to use it all tyme

( u have org melayu nearby kn?)

*boley naek aeroplane bnyk2 smpai boley rasa nk naek basikal je da boley smpai mesia!

dan tamat!

p/s:sye dlm klas dan ngantuk2222...prof nie blaaaa2222

pet mati

2010-03-09T04:26:00.003+08:00

skrg masih dlm mood berkabung

wawawawa~~

ade ke patot dye org matiiii!!

oh takleh terima

ini mmg tak patot

"tapi wani bkn ko ke yg kene

ketok kepala sbb bengong

sngt gi tukar air tder oksigen"

haah

btul la jugak

pokoknye

mmg tak patot

la dye org nk mati

even though sye ni mmg tak reti nk

jge pet(the truth)

boley tak jngn matiiii waktu sye jge?

please..

haih..*muke down*

mmg takley nk ckp pape

speechleeeesssss

mmg tak ley nk slhkan sesape

cikgu spm pon tak penah ajar mcm mne

nak take care ikan2

haih...

*patot ke aku start tngk discovery channel??*

*******************gambar ini sngt mengerikan***********************

**************kpd pet lover sumer disarankan jngn tngk****************

ni abg dye dan the prettiest among two

yg nie adek sbb kecik cket..comey kan?

nie gambar due2 terapung2..

ok da penat berkabung

kene move on la kot

bye2 fish2

walaupun kita jumpe tak lama

tapi saranghaeyo!!

p/s:kene beli ikan baru nk ganti ikan emily.spe nk ikot??

list baru:rotikeringgulahupseng.cekodok.pelam.jambubatu.manggis.jagungbakar.cendol.laicikang

spring break

2010-03-05T14:19:00.005+08:00

da name pon break

mmg malas nk menuliss pnjg2

so target waktu cuti

yosh!

tido, tido dan tido

muahahahahhaha

quick post

janam din ki bandai kepada

IZZAT ISKANDAR RAZALI

yeay anda sudah tua

tahniah2

(*kerana nama sye ade dlm post dye dua kali

kene la jugak kot letak nme dye besar2 kat cni*)

semoga

panjang

umur

murah rezeki

dilimpahkan rahmat!

p/s:another 7 weeks and counting..

mihailam,mirebus,smbalbelacan,ikanbakar,nasilemak,putumayam,tehtarik,kicapcapmaju

while i was blog hopping

2010-03-02T08:07:00.003+08:00

seperti ayat diatas

tersinggah kat satu blog member ni

dye cter sal skool lme

oh mmg rindu

*tak sangka akn rindu mcm nie*

*sigh*

i'll be home in two months!

just wait!

p/s:charkueyteow,nasilemak,tehtarikmamak,roticanaikuahdal,bihunsuptulang,laksa,meegoreng.

list terbaru akan menyusul.hehe

stalker

2010-02-27T13:35:00.001+08:00

hello,, i'm diana..

haha

blog wani kena stalk nga kite..

hihi

SMILE =>

korg yg baca,,sila la komen ek..

hihi

~d!@nA~

hepi balek

2010-02-24T08:26:00.001+08:00

exam pon boley membuatkan sye down dngn perasaan

(i mean really down)

sngt dahsyat..tapi skrg da ok

tenkiu sape2 yg concern!

intermission

2010-02-23T18:19:00.002+08:00

da penat sdey2

kene move on skrg

today's note

2010-02-14T15:57:00.003+08:00

hoyaaa..weekend!

pagi

bngn mmg lewat..mmg tak pyh nk ckp

mandi

brunch-part ni paling besy..spoil cket sbb honey mustard abeh

n then off to greenhills

tataw la kenape

rancangnye kol 1

tetibe kol 3 bru nek bas

NK TNGK PERCY JACKSON

bella recommend

ntah mne2 la dye bce buku muvi ni

smpai theatre..mmg rse ketuk kepala sendiri

tyngn kol 1 AND the second one KOL 4..WTH..

so kene la merayau2 dulu kat mall tu

jln sana jln sini

masuk jugak claire's

poket ade 6 dolar and 50 cent jek

everytime masok claire's musti mata suruh tngk mcm2

dari mata turun kehati org kata

mmg selamatlah aku beli brg2 yg mmg aku tak perlu pon tu

tapi awak tu ade 6 dolar jek

even mcm tu pon

tngn pndai jek tarik bende murah

in the end

lepas one hour

sye dpt jugak satu beg tngn putih+comey+elegan

kiss gudbye for the 5 dolar cash including 25cent for the tax

tapi taper..bende tu canteekkkk!!

muahahaha

n then off we were to muvi

2jam dlm panggung gelak2

jerit2

saket2 mata sbb chy terang

in the end cter abes

quite interesting story

about god2 and goddess(yg mmg totally crap)
sye hanya boley bg rating 3 jek

sorila..sye mmg tak sukee kelajuan cter tue

hehe

pastu pegi smyg..n ronda2 lg kat mall

(coz tader bas pon for the next 1 hour)

tyme2 mcm ni la mmg nak sngt beli keteee

oh susah2

so, pegi lagi apple store

tngk iphone lak

mmg sye kagum dngn kemahalannye

telan elaun sye sebulan tu

haih

nk beli pon tader duet

gune enfon biase la kot...

ok bus da ade

so naek bus..saye da nk tido2 dngr suju

oh rindu lappy with suju video in it

smpai vandy

gi amek mealplan

laparrr..laparrrr..laparrr..laparrr

balek blik

mandi

smyg
ngadap lappy

n then tibe trtngk pisau cukur(maya karin n fazura)

oh cter tu sngt besy

org melayu musti kene tngk ah

patu smbung melagho lagi smpai skrg

ok katel da panggil saye

kene doze off

that's it

tata.

salam

p/s:bler nk study?hate weekend!!!

dan tima kaseh kepada org yg belanja sye ice cream.mmg sedaaappp!

oh2

2010-02-05T01:54:00.001+08:00

someone jus made post bout me
sweeeett
muke sengih2 smpai org sblh tngk pelik
apepon
u made my day!
pekse chem menanty
off blog

.serabut usus otak.

2010-01-26T13:25:00.003+08:00

currently in sc.smpai2 td tawaf satu building sc nih.tader sorg pon bdak malay.wutever la.
last2 skali duduk sorg2.bila tyme2 mcm ni mmg buku tu tngk aku dan aku tngk dye
tapi pak cik otak pikir bende laen.

first of all, NAK BALEK MESIA!!
duet tder.=(.dlm bank ader**.due digit!cmner nk blek mesia??mmg tak dapek la.wawawa~
hidung da bau nasi lemak.mee goreng.bihun sup.nasi ayam.nasi beriani.serawa labu.oh2 ayam pelbagai jenis. dari kfc smpai kari sumer aku lapar.kesian sye!

2nd thing, kepala jgak serabut sbb nk tukar major ke tak??
tukar tak tukar tukar tak tukar tukar tak tukar.ah serabut!bler mcm nih..mmg pak cik otak ckp tepon mak dulu.bler tepon mak ckp

mak:knpe nk tukar?
sye:sbb buku dye scary
mak:spm dulu mcm tu jgak
sye:tapi skrg lagi scary(sye syap antar google image lg)
mak:kalaw mcm tu, bwatla ape yg terbaek.mak setuju je.(ok mak sye mmg tak helping la kalw mcm tue.n then here comes my dad)
sye:abah, mcm mne ni?
abah:dulu kan mmg nak amik chem.e
sye:mmg la.tapi waktu tu blum tngk buku dye.skrg da tngk buku.

n then sye tak ingt ape lg inputnye..tapi last skali..
sye:abah, so, nk bwat pe ni?
abah:amik yg mne yakin boley bwat la.tapi abah lagi suka tak tukar major.

OK.kata putus.knock down.sye angkat bendera puteh.
tapi sye mmg tak sanggup berchenta dngn buku bio tue!
mcm article wikipedia printed out jd buku teks.oh bio.knpe la mesti ade kau.mne2 aku lari musti kau ade.kite penah gaduh ke dlu?=(so skrg..UNDECIDED.malasssss nk pkir.serabut otakkk!

this week de exam calc.next week de exam chem.oh cuak tahap tak ingt.kene score mmg la.kalaw tak kene repeat.bler kene repeat mmg sah2 la takley blek mesia.kirim salam la sye dekat ayam2 pelbagai jenis tadi.so nak tak nak kene bce buku.missing ol time bler lepas subuh boley tido balek..skrg kene ngadap kimia+phys+scratch+calc.sdey2.

despite all these things goin on, mata still lagi boley tngk pakcik jackie chan.newest muvi, SPY NEXT DOOR.rating 3/5.tak best sngt.jln cter predictable.probably the worst muvi yg dye penah berlakon.bler lagi dye nk bwat cter cm police story ek?dye da tua kan.aigooo..

ok da penat tulis.nak pen down.lapar dan lapar.knpe kat library nih boley lapar mcm2 tapi bler balek bilik tak rase nk mkn pon?mmg musykil.

P/s tetibe teringat ade org janji tiramisu mlm nih.ketuk kepala.dan ketuk lagi.knpe boley lupe ni
kpde org yg berkenaan:valid lagii ke tiramisu offer tue?pleaseee sye terlupe.....*wink2*

dikala nak mule sem nih la dye..

2010-01-12T13:33:00.003+08:00

*teraddict u tube.oh2.mmg pening kple..kiya karu??

*terljk tetido..mmg penyakit btul..skali lg penin kple..

*terminat ramai org korea plak.slh spe ni?

*sigh*please tige2 penyakit ter ni go away..sem baru start lagi sehari..ottokejo??

ajl~

2010-01-11T11:52:00.001+08:00

note today:

hoho~sesak nafassss..sedap2 performances dye2.unik.one of a kind.

ajl superb ah.10/10 for rating!

bashhhhaaaaaaa!!!

this is just random

2010-01-07T17:05:00.009+08:00

.........

atlanta

2009-12-30T13:02:00.009+08:00

firstly..DA SELAMAT SMPAI VANDY!!yeay! rindu blik..sbb blik kemas.hihi.

okayh..bout atlanta!!

notin much to talk about..
ptg 24 ari bln..well..the trip suppose to be in morning..but our driver kinda ade lost-memory whatsoever..so dye org smpi lewat..n pakcik angin mmg tak consider langsung..tyme tu la dye nk agin kuat2..saket ati.
so agk beku la jgk kat luar tu tunggu driver to pick us up..but its worth waiting..
(kete sewa lawa o00o0oooo0o0)

bler sumer kete da smpai..so kitorg pon gerak r..destinasi ATLANTA,GEORGIA!!
3 hour journey..REALLY make me dizzy+super penin+tdo cause the highway was like
naek bukit n then trun bukit n then nek bukit balek.boley dikatakan HEAVEN la bler berenti rehat.

so in the end..smpai hotel..HOLIDAY INN VILLA.nme superb kan.but,saye sngt tak suke servis dye..maybe coz the convention in the middle of holiday..n malay+indon will surely+positively create a very LOUD2 noise..the service given was not 2 gud.so hotel nie mmg takkan de dlm list sye bler nk gi trip in the future.pdn muke ko!

ok lepas check in..sye syahid ats katel smpai pg esok..*hihi*tak sedar pape langsung..well mlm tu pon tder talk or whatsoever..(but my friend said i sleep for like forever*cause sye tdo kol 8 mlm bngn kol 8 pg esoknye*well of cos la..katelnye mmg terbaeeekkk la..TERBENAM!!)

first day..opening ceremony..the talk was sooooo sooooo long..and + yg ckp nye bapak indon..mmg la sye tak amik pusing..n then my other friend was like zombie..mte mcm tngk tapi sbenonye tdo..HILLARIOUS..
n then mkn2!!part nie besy..mb sbb lmenye tak jumpe bakso..so ari tu bler jumpe..mcm ternganga kjap...*hihi*n then there were talks smpai mlm..n then kitorg nek blik .. then syahid dpan tv..TAMAT.

second day..there were even more talks than the previous day..*menguap2*but..ade satu talk nih..the ustaz is from pakistan..very cute+he had long beard so the ustaz aura was so strong..n he talks bout relationship between genders..VERY interesting..rating: 5 stars (cause he support sister n kinda attack the brothers)
then we had a dinner with ambassador that..first time ever meet him n the speech was like very org melayu! i mean the way he address people..(like picking up people with free style). he was friendly..nice meeting him..n the food was very good..(sye mkn POPIA mlm tue *mmg sedap*)

ok tngn da antar mesej kat otak dye penat..boley tak skip satu ari?kite pegi part besy ok?

on fourth day..we skip the talk thingy to go to aquarium..OK INI BUKAN PLAN SYE!! talk ari tu mmg sngt buhsaaaannnnn so we decide to do sumtin better..so OFF we go to atlanta aqua..
it is the most largest aquarium in the world. cmner nk cter ek?haa..imagine u hve 5 aquarium such the one in KLCC..but in one building..pretty much mcm tu la besarnye..

so we go to the aquarium n take pictures bnyk2..mmg la cntek aquarium tue..n ikan2..tk pyh ckp la.
bnyk gler..n seblom masok tu..jumpe pakcik sorng nie ngan ank cute dye..ORG MESIA!!n mcm biase.
tngkp gmbar lg(u must know that overc student will become too excited if we meet org kg)

nak disambung cter..lpas masuk aqua tue..trus balek *sbb pusin2 carik kedai roti canai tak jumpe2*
n then tdo*sye sempat cube bath tub mlm tue*seronok2*

last day..*tak pegi mjlis penutup sbb terljk tdo lepas subuh*but overall it was fun n all talks was not super dead borin..*at least tak de la smpai sye tdo2*so after that we have fun first at CENTENNIAL PARK..tngh berangin2+super cold mcm tue..kitorg jln2 kat park..mmg la fear factor btul...my clothes was like not for angin mode..so mmg la sejuk smpai tngn+face beku2..
tapi manage jgk jln smpai CNN CENTER.the place was soo cool.ade cartoon network store sumer..best sngt2!
nk cter pon susah..cause pictures worth a thousand words.

dpan aquaria*sye je yg pose2*

centennial park

cnn center

dis one is a masjid act..very big..mcm kat mesia lak..cantek sngt2!

mkn2 kat restoran arab..(ade aym golek..*hepi2*)

lpas solat kat masjid..kitorg mkn kat restoran arb tue..mmg besy!

bende nie is like starfish..very jelly..*tu tngn sye tngh sentuh2 dye*

okayh..sampai sini je..sye nk berenti boley?nk tngk gmbar bynk2 dlm fb de..ok chow!

peace be upon u guys..

luv to walk in the rain..cause no one can see me cry-charlie chaplin

p/s:jgn ditnye knpe post sumtin like dis..sje je..nice words from a comedian!

pengumuman~~

2009-12-24T20:58:00.004+08:00

NOTIS

sye tder kat VANDY selame 5 ari

OFF TO ATLANTA!!

muahahaha

feel hepi..(well almost)

sesape nk kontek saye

sile2kan

saye ade bwk lappy..hehe.

take care guys..

p/s::::

kpde bdak2 vandy..

jgn mti kering dlm bilik sbb borink winter break..

haha.

n one more thing

atlanta is totally not a place for eskimo guys...hihi.

salam tahun baru~~

2009-12-17T19:09:00.002+08:00

da empat jam maal hijrah..

dan that moment

sy tngh wt laundry

muahaha

sooooooooooooo not appropriate way

nk smbut maal hijrah

apapun

happy tahun baru

n gud luk for this year!

meng-calculus-kan otak

2009-12-15T10:25:00.002+08:00

agenda: perang calc

pihak lawan: PAMELA PIGG
kekuatan:
*soklan yg tk dapek nk expect
*TRIG!!!!!!
*10 pages final Qs
*soklan yg biol kpl otak nk jwb..

dye servis ngn bende2 nie.
aku da expect.haha.
so aku balas dngn..

#bc sumer notes awl taun
#pegi 2 klas review dye
#stay up smpai pg(all week.haha.ok, syahid few times.)
#mintak blessing ngan mak(mak pos SARDIN.waaa.syg mak lbey)
#bt bnyk dates dngn DYE..

so, aku hrp gler2
prof aku ni tak maen jampi serampah
nk kuar soklan peliks2!
cause kalaw cm2
mmg aku lari kuar dewan!
sumpah aku tak men2!

and currently, its 9pm
esok pekse
kol 7pm
mintak2 boley buat!

ok.
gotta go!

p/s: MUSE nk dtg. duet tader. kusymil nih.mane nk cekau duet?huhu.

confession

2009-12-12T18:10:00.001+08:00

saye rse saye kene stalk dngn ramai org!

or just perasaan?

whatever~~

p/s: tu je nk ckp

lapar~~

2009-12-11T12:33:00.003+08:00

ok. tibe2 masok food memory lane.
perut da bt orkestra.
ngade2 btol.

n bler mcm ni la perut teringat

ais kacang(depan skola lame..mmg heaven la)

sambal udang(udang yg sekilo rm15 tu.fuhhh.mmg sedap la bt sambal)

nasik lemak(ade je nasik lemak kat cni. tp nk yg de daun pndan..)

ayam kentucky halal( mmg puase aym KFC la aku due thun.huhu)

n much2 more.

ok.stop perut.jngn ingt lagi.(*wani ckp*)

and perut terus stop ingt
and that`s the end.hehe.
kne smbung study!

biul~

2009-12-10T04:22:00.002+08:00

kepala da nk biul

nk abeh sem

tyme2 mcm nilah aku..

bnyk pekse

bnyk kene study

bnyk skip mkn(*potentially akn kurus)

tk byk gelak2(gud??)

bnyk date ngan tuhan(mak suruh)

dan tyme mcm ni lah jugak dye..

nk ujan..ribut+taufan+angin sumer

kene cucuk(hep b+seasonal flu+swine flu)

takcukup tido(sbb pkir calc blom khatam)

tensen pkir jadual next sem(pigg or chance??)

NK BALEK MESIA!!!!

n that`s all.

kene sambung study..ngeee..

salam.

ape nk buat..kalaw..

2009-12-07T10:59:00.005+08:00

ape nk buat kalaw kite rase..

hopeless

helpless

n desperate?

option #1

amik bntal, take nice position , n then u sleep

result: not too effective, but at least u can get way from this world for a sec..and then realizing that u did not finish ur hmwrk at the time u wake up!

option#2

pegi chillis order bnyk2, mkn bnyk2

result: u will ended up kene byr sume yg anda pesan n maybe kene keje sementara kat c2 sbb tak cukup duet nk byr.

option#3

tepon mak abah

result: sort of calming..mak akn ckp..cube lg..n maybe this was not ur rezeki n abah may said..blaja lgi..your knowledge is not enough..(n of course sume ni dlm malay)

option#4

bentang sejadah..jumpe tuhan..

result: kpd org yg penah try..ni lah yg terbaek.(*untuk saye jugak senanye).kalaw da agk lame tak date ngan tuhan..bek date skang.(*reminder for me..n for the rest of the gang)

in conlusion, buat ape yg terbaek..coz tak sume org de similar ways nak

handle kinda depressed+mushy+lonely+tension feeling ni..

so do what the besy for u..and u will be just fine.

ok. sebenanye saye pon tak phm kenape saye tulih psl ni

n tetibe rase nk tulih. skang da habes idea nk ngarut.

ok. sekian. salam.

terkene penyakitkah aku??

2009-12-04T10:34:00.004+08:00

entah mengapa dn bgaimn..

rase mcm rajen plak aku ni mengupdate blog

sungguh musykil dihati ini..

terkena penyakitkah aku?

haha

(rase nk ketuk kepala dngan hammer sbb intro

takleh blah)

anyway..DA ABEH EXAM FOURTH CALCULUS

tataw la bley skor ke tak..

just wait n see la

(*ahahahahha*)

skang ni keje tek bertimbun la sngt kan

*final cvil presentation

check.da selamat disempurnakan ari rabu.grup first kot.cuak thp 9 skala richter kot.but, all went well..hehe

*final reflection paper for CS

mainly bout ethics with computer. ok ramai kerut dahi. bler masuk klas ni, sort like korg kene argue whether bende tu slh ke tak?for exmple, if someone asked you where is your friend and you knoe he is going to kill your friend, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? haha.soklannnye lbey kurg cm tu la. *and to be frank,saye slh soklan nie.hehe.

*correction for calc tests

da de 1, 2, 3 calculus tests. salah bnyk kene la bt bnyk pembetulan.leceh tol.waktu pekse tanak btul bnyk2.huhu.sdey!

*n the last one, merevised ape yg da blaja untuk final

this may sound very pathetic, tp aku tak start pon lg sume2 nk revise nie! terase mmg seminggu stret la aku tak tido ni..takut la nak final.NAK BALEK!!!

in conclusion, saya patut bergerak kehadapan agar kemajuan dpt dicapai (and i may have to take a bath first.hehe)

sekian.

wassalam.

p/s: adkh wajar saya menuang klas esok?haha..just kidding!

orang mkn...aku??

2009-12-02T08:58:00.002+08:00

dengan ini selamatlah aku bertapa

tngh bt slide kt commons..

matthew kat dpan dngn ale kat tepi..

berkerut2 kening bt keje..

seb bek aku kene sketch je

kalaw kene kire..mmg tak dapekla..

haha

sungguh tak disangka..aku berbakat

rupenye lukis2 nih

ahhaha

angkat bakul sendiri *of course la*

waaaaa!!perut lapar..

bler nk abeh nii??

bau mcm2 skrg..

huhu..

lapar2!!

goal mlm nie: finish off calculus book chpter 5 and 6

*knpe mcm tak mungkin je*

tadi pon syahid kat eskind..huhu..

ngantuk seyh!!

gler btul la aku ni

pekse ari khamis kot..WEEEE!!

haha

whatever..asl aku bhgia

and da abeh supernatural season two!!

great achievements!!lgi due season menunggu!!

tunggu winter break la

im sooooo not in my mind if tngk bende tu skang!

ok.. da bleh blah...

ahhaha

nak makan

smpai cni je taw

nnty update lg

hehe

mesh potato&peach cobbler&daaz menanti..

p/s: ade org ckp ade salji pg tadi! sumpah tak tido mlm nie!

~random~

2009-11-30T08:47:00.007+08:00

kol 6.49 ptg. hari ahad.

dengan rasminye tamat fall break.*waaaaa*.

tanak smbung blaja!!

ari ni mkn kat commons.

tak sedap pon.tp okla.

mkn ngan bebudak umah.

ade sorg sesat.haha.taperla.

dye pon da mcm murtad umah je.hehe.

dye org nak wat video mlm ni

sal MOHABBATEIN.haha.looking forward for it.

esok

dngn azam dan tekad yg tinggi, aku nak jgk gi bubble tea.

ari tu sesat.siot je.jln dkat sejam.pegi jln smpai umah2 black people.

ade kaca pecah sumer.bt meremang bulu roma je.

patu jumpe jln tp smpai2 da tutup.@$%#& btul.tapi takpe.

da taw jln.tunggu esok aku serbu.

dngn rasminye aku tak syap lg assignment.

gler bnyk bende nak wat.

main2 ke aku?konpius tol.

da tu, rasenye kene la stay up mlm ni.*saya buat muke*

papun..smlm ulang tngk narnia

besyyyyy..hahaha.caspian ensem.

tue2 pon mcm bdk2 lg.

sape kate edward lg ensem?hehe.

ok.cter fall break.not much.start ari jumaat.

omputeh sumer balek.

tinggal la bdk2 melayu.cm kampus sendiri lak.

ari jumaaat da de ESS!!!

sangtla memotong jln aku nk gi tngk NEW MOON.

seb bek tak gler edward sngt.tak tngk pom tak kisah.

patu ari sabtu ESS, ari ahd ESS,

ari isnin pon ESS, ari rabu lg ESS

ari khamis pon jumpe lg ESS!!

sngtla tak berkembang idup aku.

HARI JUMAAT!!heaven for aku!

dpt cuti satu ari.

thanksgiving+raye aidiladha+black friday.

haha. hepi sbb raye.

kesian sbb teringt turkey2 yg kene sembelih

n sdey sbb takley shopping!!

huhu.ade sale besar2 bler black friday.

sumer bende murah2.tyme ni la nak borong coach

guess levi nikey n bende2 yg sewaktu dngnnye.

aku?kim slm je la.

duit da abeh beli i***.huhu

bikin merana je jiwa..mcm okla jgk.

ade cter rain kat panggung.

sudanye org pokai gi tngk movie je, org kaye gi shopping.

tapi berbaloi!rain ensem.sweet je.

berlakon pon pndai.hehe.

ari sabtu.

smbung balek ESS.ari ahd abes!!merdeka!

sbb tu skrg tngh landing2.hehe.

tngh pkir nk mkn pe waktu winter.

megi da abeh.kopi mcm ckit.milo mcm da nk lenyap.

mak, nk mknn!!!

ckp psl mak, dye bt korban.

alhamdulillah tahun ni tak banjir.

syukur nye yg amat la.

kalaw tidak, sape nk angkt brg2 sume.

org sumer tader.sian mak abah.huhu.

n adek laki ksyngn aka fakrul, amik pekse SPM.

ckp steady je.tataw la boley score ke tak.

muke mcm terlebey epi je bler ckp sal pekse.

tak tension langsung.korek punye korek.oh.

abah da jnji nk beli moto lps pekse REGARDLESS his result!!

sungguh tak aci. tapi abah buat tak kisah.

huhu.taper2.mentang anak laki sorg.

so skang tngh perang dingin ngan abah.

3 minggu lg winter break!

da plan da nak wat marathon movie+drama.hehe.

sumpah minggu ni mcm sibuk.

4th exam calculus.final lab chem.

seminggu lg final calc ngan chem.im so dead.

amik SPM dlu pon tak mcm nie.huhu.

papepon. whatever.tak kisah.nak cuti je!!

haha.bek tk pyh dtg cni.

haaa..gambar fall nk masuk winter.

mcm kanak2 riang.first tyme krismas di US. cm jakun.haha.

ok smapi ctu je.nnty upload lg gambar.

nk mandi.peace.salam.

when youre alone..

2009-11-22T15:58:00.002+08:00

skang kol 2 pg. 2.12 to be exact.saye sdey senanye.tak perlu ckp knpe. saje nk post sbb da lame tak bt post. percayelah saye nk sngt tukar template nih. tapi tader mase(even if there 24hr in a day)

adoyai!!

so bear with me.cantik pe kaler nih.hehe.friends kat mesia>SELAMAT CUTI!!

p/s tngh pkir patot ke bt laundry tngh2 pg kol 2?ye ke tak patot ke tak?

Tell Me Your Wish(GENIE)

2009-10-19T11:10:00.000+08:00

Tell Me Your Wish(GENIE)

Girls Generation

By JAY | Published: OCTOBER 13, 2009

Turn it up~! Just turn it up~! That’s right, Come on!

sowoneul marhaebwa! ni maeumsogeh itneun jageun ggumeul marhaebwa
ni meorieh itneun isanghyungeul geuryeobwa. geurigo nareul bwa. nan neoui genieyah, ggumiyah, genieyah.
deurimkareul tago dalryeobwa. neon nae yeopjarieh anja. geujeo nae iggeulrim sogeh modu deonjyeo.
gaseum beokcha teojyeobeoryeodo, baramgyeore nalryuhbeoryuhdo jigeum isoongan sesangeun neoui geot.

geuraeyo nan neol saranghae. eonjena miduh ggumdo yeoljeongdo da jugo shipuh.
nan geudae sowoneul irwojugo shipeun (shipeun) haengoonui yeoshin.
sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for you, boy) sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your wish)
sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your dream.) naegeman marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your world.)

sowoneul marhaebwa! jiruhan naldeuri neon jikyeobji anni?
pyeongbeomhan saenghware neon mudhyeobeoryeotni? ije geuman ggaeuhna. neon naui superstar, shining star, superstar.

shimjangsori kateun ddeolrimui harleyeh ne momeul matkyeobwa. ije i sesangeun ojik neoui mudae.
hwanhosori kateun padoga, naegaseumen neoui che oni naneun neoui kil youngwonhan biggest fan.

Hey! Tell me what you need. Tell me what you hope.
DJ! put it back on.

geuraeyo nan neol saranghae. eonjena miduh. ggumdo yeoljungdo da jugo shipuh.
nan geudae sowoneul irwojugo shipeun (shipeun) haengoonui yeoshin. sowoneul marhaebwa!

nan neol saranghae. neon naui music. nan neol saranghae. neon naui kibbeum.
nan neol saranghae. nan neoui haengoon-i dwaego shipuh
(neoui fantasyreul sumgimeobshi marhaebwa naneun genie gireul boyeojulge
niga jajin sowon sumgimeobshi marhaebwa neoui genie naega deureojulge)

sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for you, boy) sowoneul marhaebwa! (i’m genie for your wish.)
sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your dream.) naegeman marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your world.)
sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for you, boy!) sowoneul marhaebwa! (I’m genie for your wish.)

ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS:

Tell me your wish
Tell me that small dream you have inside of your heart
Draw that ideal person you have inside of your head
I’m your genie, I’m your dream, I’m your genie

Let’s go, riding in the dream car
Sit next to me
Throw everything into my guidance
Even if your heart beat explodes
Even if you fly away with the wind
Right now, this moment, the world is yours

Yes, I love you
Always believe in me
My dreams, My passion
I want to give them all
I want to answer your wishes
I’m the goddess of your fortunes
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for you boy)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your wish)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your dream)
Tell it only to me (I’m Genie for your world)

Tell me your wish
Don’t the boring days bother you?
Have you become buried by your ordinary life?
Now stop and wake up
You are my superstar, shining star, super star

Release your body into the trembling beating of your heart like a Harley
Now this world is simply your stage
The waves of cheers
In my heart, your body temperature is my path
Forever your Biggest Fan

DJ Put it back on

Yes, I love you
Always believe in me
My dreams, My passion
I want to give them all
I want to answer your wishes
I’m the goddess of your fortunes
Tell me your wish!

Yes, I love you
You are my Music
I love you
You are my joy
I love you
I want to be your fortune

(Tell me your fantasy, without holding back
I’ll show you the genie’s path
Tell me your wish, without holding back
Your genie, I will grant them)

Tell me your wish (I’m genie for you boy)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your wish)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your dream)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your dream)

Tell me your wish (I’m genie for you boy)
Tell me your wish (I’m genie for your wish

kesedaran aku..

2009-10-17T07:03:00.005+08:00

tader memende pon

aku tngh bt laundry ketika ini

tetibe jek nak bt post..

skang da midterm for my first year in here..

da dpt result pon

hahaha

not quite gud

but at least i'm not in deficiency grup

kah88

bersyukur pd DIA

skrg baru paham erti ILMU

da 6 tahun skolah rendah

+ 5 taun skola menengah

rase2 nye

aku blaja sbb nak pekse je kot

biler masuk u ni...

gler la kalaw nak hafal bulat2 material tu

clap2 boleh ended up balek mesia

masuk tanjung rambutan..

biler da keadaan da lain

proses asimilasi kepada this budaya "baru" of blaja pon da len

kene struggle dngn method baru

n at the same tyme

u have to balance ur grade and whatsoever that related to it

at this particular standpoint,

I better knoe what ur priorities are

I set my goal

I aim and I reached for it

easy to say huh??

of course its not easy to do it

but at least I thought about it

and I materialize it in my word,

instead of having this kind of thought

but I u let it get away

it come to my attention that

it is not always gonna be

a "very-bright-sunny" day

sometimes u have cloudy day

and u forget to bring ur umbrella

and ur shirt get wet and even worse, u catch a cold

(well im having this kind of life rite now, literally)

the same thing as life..

u never know what would happen

so just sit back

and think again

WHAT DID I DO WRONG??

instead of blaming other people for it

"Life is a box of chocolate, u never know what would u get"-Forrest Gump

i am not a very gud writer

but this is how i feel rite now

try to put it into word

to make it sense to everyone else

(kenape aku rase mcm pantun lak ni)

neway,

form this day forward,

aku nak

"tukar template baru"

hahhaa

saspen kan

gambar ni tader kene mengene ngan post aku

saje2 nak post.suke gamber nih.waktu gi tngk disney on ice

so last skali,

aku nak mintak maap

dari ujung rambut

smpai ujung kaki

kalaw ade clap dan salah_lupe plak nak minatk maap ari raye ritu

gud luk to us all

may allah bless us all

and ntah.da tader pape nak ckp.fullstop.assalamualaikum

p/s:mlm kang ader makan2-raya-thingy\doakan ade aym msk merah\PEACE!!

should i..or should i not..

2009-10-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

today is a not-so called HAPPY day..

i am supposed to be very grateful because

there was no calculus today..

credit to Prof. Pamela

we way ahead from the other classes

so we can get off from calculus today

isnt that just wonderful..HAPPY SMILE!!

(she did 8 related rates problems in 30 minutes btw)

just finished my test 2 in calculus yesterday

am i happy??

of course not

the Qs was a lot harder than the first..

another lame excuse

i should have read more about it

well, i try my best

we see the result then

tonight, the seniors are throwing a "makan2 gather"

suppose to start at 8

frankly speaking, I LOVE SENIOR rite now

i'm graving for malaysian food

since

the last rumah terbuka

which is on..hahaha..last week

what do you expected??

i keep on eating the same food for the whole week

there was SO MANY choices..

all you can eat is fries..fries and fries

sick of fries..sick of vegie burger

sick of everything here

CREDIT TO SENIOR THEN..

wakakakaka

hopefully there "ayam masak merah"

now im at FGH

waiting for the next class

which is mechanical engineering..

it is just an introduction and btw

now im clueless

dont know what to choose

the path to engineering lies in front of me and still

im clueless

should i or should i not

just quoting from my chemistry prof phrases today,

btw we learn Chapter 7 today which is on Quantum Mechanics

quote,

" if you're having identity crisis, better you thought yourself is very lucky,

cause light does not know who it was..a particle or a wave..it cannot be both

at the same time but if you tested it, it share the both properties of

light and wave"

sounds to me that light is having more trouble than i am

ahaks..

well that's all today

i wanna start my mastering chemistry

the weather is colder rite now and still

i did not get my money yet..

JPA!!im freezing here!!!

wish "someone" could read that..

but anyway, i just gonna have patient level

for this month a lot higher than the last one

so that i would not ended up

swearing all around the campus

till next post then

::PEACE BE UPON YOU::

raye la raye..(vandy version)

2009-09-30T00:31:00.015+08:00

seminggu da lepas raye..

aku hepi giler raye kat cni..

walaupun..

mak abah tader n kaklong,dyah,adek,wanah,n fakrul..

sesungguhnye..

AKU RINDU GILER>>>

so aku nak sory ckit sal RAYE!!!!

tersebutlah hikayat aku dihari permai itu

malam raya tu..

kitorg berkampung kat dapur umah masing2..

sebab?

nak msk la of course..

atie(the chef leader) yg tak la dpt degree lg utk msk2 ni

come up with 6 diff menus.

aku ulg lg 6!!!!!

ckp ngan aku umah sape yg mkn 6 lauk waktu ar ry???

hahahaha

aku bangga..

oleh kerana aku reserve chef jek, aku maleh

nak masok cmpor..aku bt kueh raya jek..

hahaha

berjaya la aku..sedap gler..rase nak nanges je biler makan..

sapa2 yg nak mkn

dtg umah aku summer bln 6 2 tahun lg, okay!!!

owh..

lupe nak story..

ptg tu, kitorg gi mall..

SHOPPING RAYA!!!!!!

well, aku sedar duet dlm bank da tinggal USD12 jek..

sdey gler..

seb bek de tasya..

boleyla beli kasut baru..

hahaha

cantik owwwww...

mahal gler kat mesia..kat sini USD12 je..

ahahahahaks...

smbung balek..

lepas msk2 tu..

aku terus terbongkang..memangla..2 hari tak tido kot..

malam semalam tu bt maraton da vinci n angel n demon..

tak tido langsung..

alih2 esok kol 12 aku da tido..

hahaha

pagi tu..da kol 9 kot..

baru bngn

MAK KOL>>>skype lak jd alarm..hehehe

kat mesia da mlm raye..

sumer de depan laptop..

dngn muke aku br bngn tido..mmg market la..hahahaha..

mintak maap ngan mak abah ngan sumer org..huhuhu..sdey!!

patu gerak bdk2 nih..liat gler nak bngn..

btw, aku berkampung kat bilik kwn aku..5 org satu katel..

hahaha..seb bek aku kecik...taderla himpit2 sngt..

patu bngn, mandi..syap2 da kol 11pg

turun bwh mkn bende yg kitorg msk semlm..

sesyus aku ckp..

SUMER SEDAPPPP!!!!

ader gambar..nnty tngk..hahaha

makan smpai buncit perut..

ahaks

patu bt tyngn iklan raye..best gler la..

ni la gmbar2 nye..

nasi kunyit..n nasi himpit

AYAM MASAK MERAH>>>

lontong n kari..

kol 1 cm2 da abeh mkn..

minggu dpn de test kimia

so bler da ptg tu kene gi review lecture..

bt sejarah la aku pkai baju raya gi lecture..

tak penah dibuat org..

n HUJAN lak tu..

tensen tol

tapi taper..as long kite berjihad kan..

two of my friends..diana(tdg putih)..syifa(tngh)

tu aku..dngn baju raye..bln 6 lg da syap baju raya aku..

thanx mak!!

setakat tu je la cter raye aku..

saje tader keje..

hrp tahun dpn lg best raye..huhu..

ni bkn waktu raye..gmbar kitorg ramai2!!

p/s:taun ni tak besy sngt la sbb ade org gatal nak carik gadoh ngan aku...small matter jek..if u like sumbody juz go n tell la..why nak mess up with me!!!!

ter"emo"jap...hahaha SEKIAN!!

saya tngh hepiii

2009-09-04T23:44:00.005+08:00

ni gmbar sume orgggggg..

salam..

sekarang ni saya dngn berjayanya tngh bertapa kat

Stevenson center...lepak ngan bdk2 ni seblom masok kelas calc.

ntahh..tetibe je k nak tulih sumtin..

btw, ari ni besday saya..

~~(<.>)~~

saya tataw ape yg saya lukih

tapi saya hepi sesngt

ari ni mungkin sbb besday saya.saya tak ngantuk langsung

eventhough smlm tido kol 4pg..

sume sbb ES140 tu..

neway.. saya still seronok sbb

smlm ramai2 kwn wish saya..

MERIAH GLERRRRR....

huhuh

patu masokla mode sdey jap

sbb tibe2 teringat mesia..

siot tol

NAK BALEKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!

apepon saya da nak masok kelas calc...

silalah menikmati gmbar2 sya dan kwn2 kat cni

kitorg tngkp waktu photoshoot raya..

ENJOYYYYY..

~kat junkyard sale~

2009-06-21T23:36:00.020+08:00

ni waktu junkyard sale kat park

kitaorang nak pegi kedai electronic

pastu pegi la tngk2

junkyard sale ingtkan brg murah

tapi alih2 mahal jugak

paling murah USD 20

mahal giler

last2

tak beli apapun

tngk jek

tapi bende kat sini ok2 la

cantik pon cantik

dekat junkyard sale

ni la antara kedai2 kat c2

ni waktu kat border

kedai buku kat c2

heaven la untuk org yg minat nov BI

dari tepi,

aliya.tasha.diyana.bilah(takleh tinggal mp3 dye).dilut

ni signboard dye..

n gambar kat tangga border

takde keje

suma tampat nak amik gambar

omputih pon tngk peliks jek

ni buku2 kat sana

ni kat tingkat 2

dilut n her cute face

lagi gambar kat sana

muka tasha mmg takleh thn

ni pulak gambar kat kedai electronic

kedai ni depan ckit dari CHILI'S

pegi nak beli 'sumtin'

n salesman kat cni sngt nice

pandai btol pujuk org beli brg

aku beli sumtin kat sini

patu amik gmbar dye org skali

ni chad..laugh dye sngt lawak

taktaw cmner nak ckp

tapi lawak la

aku chad n michael kat sblh tu

pandai jek michael

tak bg peace kat ats

peace kat bawah pulak

yg tu je la

ok, chow

salam

gambar kat chili`s

2009-06-21T23:17:00.013+08:00

aku nak post sal tempat makan yang jual bende yg kita boley mkn kat us

dan tempat tu nama dye chili's

takdela jauh sngt

mb 500 meter kalaw nak jln dari hostel

mknn dye suma bnyk daging

tapi kitaorang mkn ikan

n here some picture we grab there

ni tasya n her new camera..(cewila budok nih)

waktu ni kat lorong kat dorm

me n the group kat chili's
cekup kakak waitress tlg tangkap gmbr

bilah ngan dilut

(dilut is perfectly success making her cute face)

tak sempat nak tngkp gambar mknn yg sempurna..

tgkp leftover food jek.

sedap nye la bende nih

mkn talapia fish..

tasya TKC n bilah

tasya, bilah n diyana(MRSM PC)

tasya buat muka tu lg..tak thn betul

posing ngan diyana amik gmbr

waktu ni tak mkn lg..

tu air iced tea n strawberry prune

again..tasha n bilah

again tasha n bilah..with the busybody dilut

yg tu je la post aku ari nih

tetibe jek post sal tempat mkn takde keje

len kali aku letak gmbr u pulak..

ok, CHOW...

salam

juz nak ckp

2009-06-17T23:54:00.002+08:00

ari ni makan tandooti~ari ni makan tandoori~ ari ni makan tandoori~ ari ni makan tandoori~ ari ni makan tandoori~ ari ni makan tandoori~ ari ni makan tandoori~ ari ni makan tandoori>>>>

penah makan tandoori??
aku tak penah
tngk pon tak penah
rs nak makan pon tak penah
sbb kat mesia da de ayam merah akak aku
suma jenis yam takleh nak lawan dye punya yam masak merah
(~missing the ayam~~n my k.long too)
tader la so called sedap sngt kot sampai beratus kali nak makan.
tapi sbb tak der peluang nak makan the real halal daging here..
tandoori tu da nampak mcm dapat salji kat malaysia.
tak g2??
neway..mlm ni nak gi makan TANDOORI
aku da ckp kat ats
tapi aku nak ckp jugak lagi skali..
malam ni
nak gi makan tandoori~lol

nak pi mkn pon
kene da peta
da print
cuma tak tngk lagi
~semoga tak sesat kat 17th avenue~
( de kawan aku yg sesat kat cni)
sape la tu??
kusymil aku

nak dipendekkan cerita..
skang da time mkn
pizza lagi kot

to alll..
BYE

*may Allah bless us aLL*

salam MalaysiSIA - US

2009-06-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

can`t talk much
well some taw aku da fly ari sabtu ari tu..
na ckp..WE~RE ALREADY HERE................
in us..
waa~~~~~~

nak ucp cni
thanks kpd far..mun..n iejan..
swett nye la korg datang antar aku
aku bear in mind taw..
and to everyone
thanks for your wishes
we`re doing fine here
so, do not worry

fly lbey kurg 2 hari
tak jumpa nasi da tiga hari
juz wanna say here
miss everyone in mesia
wish our success here
biela,me,and daus..
cannot say when
i will open this blog again..
but please say what you want to say here
and i`ll try everything to read it!!!
ok..
gtg///
bye
salam

HMTM

2009-06-08T20:23:00.003+08:00

baru tngk HMTM..
besy bangat sih..
wtv ur r..(MILEY OR HANNAH)
u definitely rock the world
boley pulak gaduh ngan TYRA
alih2 dye yg menang..
FICTION gler..
neway..
luv ur both..
(luv the shoes too)
suddenly terasa
da boley jatuh cinta ngan abg KOBOI..
ngan kuda2 putih koko
ngan rumput2
ngan ayam tu skali
seswai la cter ni
ngan jiwa budak kg cam aku
kahkahkah
~the climb~
is suprisingly a-teenage-life-song..
kena ckit btg hidung eden
yg tak berjerawat nihhh
adusssss!!!!!!!
sooth nye la lagu dya
boley imagine dye sendiri yg go through sumer tu
GO!!GO!! HANNAH or MILEY..

aku takde la suka bngt sampai nak ulang
tngk 478 kali..
tapi...OK la
to bloggers..
step ur feet 2 da panggung now~~~
wassalam

2009-06-06T08:56:00.001+08:00

i am try to managing my own word.
dun even mind bout it.
i am in my own world, so let the solace be with me.

2009-06-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

i am so busted.heck..why on EARTH that thing has to be mailed.DAMN!!!!!!!!!

hepi ke aku??

2009-06-01T16:09:00.002+08:00

..aku dalam mood hepi terlebih..
tadi gi JITRA>>(memperabihkan duet)
jalan2 kat market..
akak aku meragam nak makan sayor sawi..
tngh jln nak carik the sawi
jumpa la the hijau thingy nih..
CENDOLLLL!!!!!!!
lamanya la aku tak nampak cendol
that means
lamanya la aku tak mkn benda nih..
da jumpa tu..aku borong la tiga plastik
buat makan petang
ahaksss

pastu aku gi jln kat pekan JITRA tu sat..
sat tu tak sat sngt la
dari matahari tak tegak
sampai matahari tegak..
bukannya wat pa pown
pi tngk baju..usha kasut kat kedai BATA
patu pi makan..
patu sambung usha blouse lak..
usha2 pon..
tngn penuh beg plastik..
da abih duet dlm poket
aku pon ajak akak aku balek

balek tros makan megi+cendol
HEAVEN combination..
mak aku kata
tak penah dibuat org mkn megi ngan cendol
tu sbb la aku wat
sbb org len tak penah wat..
hehehe..

and then TIKAH tepon..
ckp dapat accounting kat
AUSSIE>>
prep 1/half year kat damansara
cayalah tikah..
boley la bawa aku mlwt sydney opera house
teringin nak dngr oeg suara soprano..
seb bek de member da...
tapi member tu pon sdey
ingt nak gi UK
tapela..bkn rezeki kot..
master karang gi la sana yek..

dan 12 days to go..
hepinye aku sbb iejan and the gang nak gi antar

sabiha pon de promise gak

kalaw tak gi
buat sdey meraung melalak aku kat KLIA
tapi gaya cam boley je...
girls..better keep to your promise
or...tak pyh ckp la.
just dtg okay!!
sekian saja post aku
nak gi smbung mkn CENDOL..

~wassalam~

~bunga cute~

2009-05-31T11:49:00.010+08:00

nak cter satu benda..aku just got this cute thing from ATIKAH>>>
ya allah..cute nye la pokok nih..tngk sendiri la..
bende ni sebenarnya boley function guna solar power.cuba tngk.
ada panel solar kan kat depan dye.so, tak pyh pkai battery.(jimat duet)
pastu dye boley gerak2 kan bunga,daun dye yang dua bijik tu..
sngt CUTE>>arigato atikah..nnty aku beli sumtin utk ang ek..
bler kita kuar alor setar..
so kalaw sesapa nak beli hadiah for kakak ke??mak ke??
special someone from women species ke...
beli la benda2 mcm nih..konpom cair..
sbb pompuan minat benda2 cute camni.
that's one valuable tips bout pompuan..<<<>>>>

dan satu agi..transformer kuar cter baru..TRANSFORMER 2:the revenge of the fallen..
(if aku tak mistaken la)..review ckp..yg ni lagi action packed..
YEAY...boley tngk bumblebee agi..diz tyme musti dye da ensem kan..
takde calar2 dan berkilat2..kan3????

aku officially BEBAS

2009-05-31T00:39:00.007+08:00

heya..lama gler tak update blog..becoz...
aku diserang SAMS (simptom aku malas sesangt).
aku taw aku dpt penyakit nih since aku overdue TIDO sampai kol ## (since a week ago)
well..
yg ni bkn point sbnr aku tulih post nih..juz wanna tell...
aku da selamat wat kenduri kesyukuran!!!
I AM OFFICIALLY BEBASSSS...N BERSYUKUR TOO>>
event ni belaku semalm..boley ckp la..MCM KENDURI KAWENN..ramai gler2 org.
tak tipu..sesyus.
aku rasa bebas pown sbb..
da tak pyh tngk taufan tsunami pinggan mangkuk kat umah aku..
bergelimpangn jgk kat umah aku tu segala periuk belanga, senduk sudip and jag2 air..
patu ruang tamu cam tak penah letak brg..abih kosong..sume humban kuar..
sbb the guest akan makan inside umah..so yg kene buat sumer ni..
AKU LA..sbb..
k.long kata"kenduri org tu kan,dye la kena buat bnyk keja"..
mak pulak sokong hujah k.long"org tu kena buat keja lebih ckit la".
sudahnya..aku la yg kene KOSONGKAN ruang tamu tu.sgl khazanah mak ak.
sgl brg eksotik yg dye beli brg historical yg bertan2 tu suma kena export kluar..
gi mn lagi kalaw bukan blkang umah..da jd cam yard sale je blakang umah aku.
da penat eksport bebarang tu sumer..kene proses food pulak.
bapak ngan mak aku decide nak wat ayam sambal,pastu gulai udg, and ikan keli.
dngr mmg la sodap.NAK BUAT TU YG cam pkir seratus kali pon tanak buat.
tapi aku rilek je.gpon..bukan aku the main chef.aku the main eater de la.sume fav food tu.hehehe.
sbb aku ni rajen...so aku bnyk buat kerja taw.
first2..yg humban2 benda tu.
patu aku gi buang ekor udg ngan tanduk dye.(baru aku taw udg de tanduk)
patu aku tolong kupas2 bwg..patu aku tolong serve mknn..
aku tlg basuh pinggan(seploh minit je aku wat keja nih sbb melibatkan bnyk air yg terpercik ngan tiba2).
see...bnyk benda aku wat.tapi mak ngan abah la paling cbuk.
kejap gi depan..pastu gi blkg balek..pastu jumpa pulak dye org kat porch depan..babai2 org balek umah..penin aku.
TAPI..bez gler wat kenduri kali ni.
mak aku gumbira sbb mknn sume abih..
abah gumbira sbb jumpa nyak kawan2 dye yg lama x dtg umah...
aku gumbira sbb mak ngan abah gumbira..hahaha(aku kan anak meeitali)...
and lepas habih sumer nie..aku sedar balek..OMG..
lagi dua minggu nak gi nek benda terbang!!!!!!!!!!
tetiba aku rs ngeri la plak..
dan tetiba aku rasa rajen nak blaja msk..yela..
sapa lagi nak msk bende2 kat atas tu kat aku nnty..
huhuhu~~~GOD>>i will miss these later..( da la belacan pon takleh bwk..)
aku nak frust menonggeng jap>> (sbb takleh bawa belacan)...
so guys..nasehat aku hari ni..rajen2kanlah diri anda gi blaja masak eh..
~wassalam~

~kami da jadi pelarian~

2009-05-24T19:06:00.006+08:00

Heheheh.

Sesungguhnya…aku nye intro tntg pelarian ni takde kena mengena pon ngan sesapa yg berenang across Selat Melaka just to get to Mesia. Sumer ni pasal i/c la..hahaha.sume ni sbb akak aku la..
Yg sulung tu..n da story begin when..

“Weyh..hang tak rasa buruk ka bende nih..”kaklong aku tnya.
aku jwb..”haah..muka budok darjah 6..”
akak aku cakap lagi“konpom bler kawen..aku tak mau pakai gambar nih.”
kak long aku da concern sbb kawen..
dan aku balas..”ha.ha.ha.ha.dya nak kawen ngan kak long..bukan ngan i/c kak long..”
dan sebab tu…aku kena smash kat muka sbb kaklong baling bantal spongebob.

Sbb tu la kot..(pasal concern bler nak kawen nnty) akak aku ngan bersemangtnye..pegi la pujuk merayu bapak aku..bawak dye g tukar i/c.pujuk punya pujuk..bapak aku green light..bukan akak aku ja..dibawaknya aku ngan dyah(akak2nd aku) gi skali..i/c baru nye psl aku redah je..takkan nak pi us bawak i/c lama kot..(ni ayat kaklong aku).ayat bapak aku..(nnty balek nak kawen..i/c pon blom tukar..pakaila muka darjah 6 tu bt kawen..)ek???power gler ayat..
so aku pon redah je la..

So..ari nih..bapak aku balek awal..amik kitaorang..jd driver.besala..keje rasmi bapak aku tu.ahaks..gi JPN kat JITRA..5 minit melalak atas keta..da sampai sana..

Masok pejabat tu..takde la ramai sngt pon.dan aku pon happy.maleh nak tunggu org nih.bikin crazy ja..bapak aku pon tnya la pegawai tu..nak buat i/c baru.and the pegawai said..tekan no ja..tak pyh isi borang.so aku dngn bersemangtnya tekan no.bapak aku pon tunjuk sign tiga..so aku tekan la no 3.dapatla no nye..berturut2..3001,3002,3003. Tunggu la sat.
pastu dye panggil..3001!!

Oleh kerana kaklong yang sulung..dya pon gi la dulu..sempat gi tngk cermin tu..hahaha.lawaks.tak lama pon..pastu dya da patah balek..NI PART BEST NI!!!!hahahaha.muka kak long dam mcm singa.sbb marah laa..hahaha.hodoh gler.hahaha.

pastu, dye ckp..”WANI!!!! no. pa hang tekan tadi??”
Tetibe lak..aku pon jwb la..”no.3 laaa..no yg nak buat i/c..”
kak long serang balek..”no.3 tu no nak daftar kawen laa!!!!!!!!”

Ek??dyah ngan bapak aku da tergelak2 dah..hahaha.mustila..tak memasal ja akak aku jadi org yg nak daftar kawen..da la de mamat dua org kat dpan kaunter tu..patotla dye org gelak2 tadi...hahaha.aku takleh tahan.pastu gi la balek tekan no tu..kali ni..kak long sendiri yg tekan no..sbb da serik.ahaks.mintak maap la kak long.tak sengaja maaaa.ahaks.

Pastu dapat la no baru..2083,2084,2085. Baru la btol..kali ni tak de mistake dah..sbb akak aku da kuar aura kung fu dye.tanak ckp ngan aku pon.muka da merah.seb bek tak nanges.dngr cter dyah..(sbb kaklong tamau ckp ngan aku langsung) pegawai tu tnye..”awak nak kawen ka, mana suami?”straight gler soklan..da la suara tu mmg akan org dngr pon sbb sunyi..
no wonder la kaklong aku malu tahap 9 skala richter..hahaha.

ni la haselnya...hehehe.tepi kaklong.tngh taw2 la sapa.tepi kanan tu dyah.

Lepas 30 minutes..selamatla la aku ngan akak2 aku bt i/c..yeay..de i/c bawuuu..tahap giga happy aku nih.hehehe.gambar pon da elok..pokoknye..aku seronok la.ahaks.pastu kitaorang balek.end of story.

Oleh kerana lama aku tak update blog ni(sbb aku sngt2 cbuk dngn hal dunia) aku pon nak follow up la ngan event2 kawan2 skang..

Yg da masok u..(ramai)selamat sambung blaja ek..aku harap korg happy ngan suasana baru..kawan baru..pakwe makwe baru..hehehe.

Pastu yg tngh tunggu surat keramat dari JPA..saba2 yek..saja je dyeorg..nak bg kita cuak..sabar tu saparuh dari iman kan..so..saba je la..

Yg tngh wat kenduri kesyukuran..bergembiralah korg..bila lg nak wat kenduri..lps ni..kalaw nak wat kenduri pon kenduri kawen la jwbnye.hehe.

Pastu untuk yg masok matrix..struggle hard..(aku dngr mtrx is a scary place) tapi takpe..budok2 KISAS sume hebat2..hehe.so budok2 matrix..jngn biorkan hidup anda diselubungi MISTERI..ahaks

And the last message..ditujukan kepada sesapa yg minat nak tngk i/c baru aku..mehla hantar aku kat KLIA..hahaha. biler lagi korg nak tngk i/c aku..lm lagi taw..baru aku balek..OLEH ITU>>>aku menyeru kepada sumer budok2 KISAS…mehla KLIA..13 ari bulan sebelum 9.40 pg(flight aku waktu nih)antar aku..

Huhuhuhu.nak jumpa korg.yg aku wajibkan mai tu…kene mai taw.tamau antar aku pon..nabilah pon de..firdaus pon de..antarla salah sorg…ciankan kami..takde org nak antar pom.huhu.

Akhir kalam…gud luck la sumer org..kpd aku skali la.suasana da len..org da len..its not going to be the same..let us..

LIVE FOR ONE
And
DIE FOR ALL
In the end..
WE’LL ALL STAND TALL

ok..sesyus aku da tataw nak merapu pe..dan dngn ini..with this..i am offblog.chow!!!

~i`m finally home~

2009-05-19T14:58:00.007+08:00

aku da balek..
pukol tiga tadi lagi
pastu aku terbongkang sampai tngh hari..
ngantok bebenor
penat pon bebenor gak..
nanty2 la aku post
pe yang aku wat
a whole week b4 this
sungguh kepala aku da nak putus fius
oleh itu..
bersabar ya
ahakss....
mata aku da nak tertutup balek ni..
seblom aku syahid kat pc nih

aku wassalam dulu ek??

bubye.offblog.

burden yang amat..tak tipu..

2009-05-09T16:46:00.006+08:00

Skang tngh musim nak masuk u.musim dapat bsswa gak.so mustila kene wat medical checkup.bhs melayunya pemeriksaan perubatan.sama je la.so aku pon nak cter la sal aku nye experience.wat pengetahuan, aku JPA scholar.sbb nyak kawan2 aku dpt bsswa ni, aku nak gtaw la apa yang dye mintak.(kalaw borg sama la)

Firstly, overall aku leh wat conclusion yg JPA ni amat care sal kesihatan dalam dan luar.sbb tu dye nye borang amat la bnyk kene check.sungguh aku ak tipu.meh umah aku check.first2 aku dpt borg tu,ngee~…

Mak cakap:tebalnya..pe tu?
Aku cakap: ntah la..jap..zyap(bunyi bkk kertas).owhh.med checkup.

Nga??aku pon terkejut..mcm2 bende dye suroh check.and at the same time..aku terus penin..tol2 ke kene wat sumer ni??

Jwpn dye..mmg kene wat pon.bapak aku la ckp.kalaw tak, musti la dye tak tulih.paham??amik ko wani…tnya lagi..ngee3~~ye abah.paham..

So, bler ea??19 ari bulan..ishhh tak besy lak wat cam ni.kronologi lg besy kan.aku nak wat la.ahaks.

19 ari bulan 4 2009.

Aku pon gi la spital.ngan mak aku.aku fobia spital.kene carry mak skali la.pegi kol 3 cam2.tunggu mak balek keje dulu.tersengguk gak dalam keta tu n then tara!! da sampai..mak aku gi parking so dye suwoh aku masok dulu gi daftar.ek??aku??daftar??cam impossible ja..so aku pon tercangak la kat c2..tunggu mak..bler mak dtg..mak tnya..”knp tak gi dftar??”aku sengih ja.mak trus angkt tngn.surrender.da paham pon.tengkiu mak.hehehe.aku pon ikut mak masok pejabat tu.

Waktu daftar lak..huh??dye mintak ic.muka da blur.ngee~~.mak da tngk peliks.seluk la aku ni pon.poket suar belah kiri belah kanan.ahah!!muka da cuak tadi sbb ingt tak bwk.seb bek kemarin pakai suar ni gak gi jitra.n ic dalam poket.ngeh3X.selamat aku.bg la kat officer tu.pastu dye tilik la pe yg kene wat dlm brg tu.tilik nye tilik.last skali dye bg bil.adoimakai!!!!bnyk gler digit.3 tu.aku ingt dua ja..papun..sewaktu aku tngh terjojol bijik mata tngk bil tu..mak aku da syap kuar duet da.ek??maintain je..bior btol..aku pon cover la.bt2 btol tdg..dlm ati..HECK..tol ke tu??

Bler aku kuar pejabat tu..trus aku tnya..”MAHAL GLER MAK!!pasai pa cam2??”n then mak aku bg jwpn yang sngt bertauliah..”kat dunia ni mn de bende free”..oh..ok mak..n then aku tetibe ja terasa nak diam.ahaks.lu pikirla sendiri knp..

Pastu gi la masok spital tu.jngn penin ek..tadi aku masok PEJABAT SPITAL.ni bawu nak masok SPITAL.de nurse yang jaga kaunter kat c2..trus dye greet..”nak wat med-checkup ka?” ”ya..ya.”mak aku jwb..so kene la dudok c2.ic borg.de cam2 borg.btw..nie la bende yang harus dicheck...

1.pregnancy test(huh??)
2.VDRL(aku ta penah taw pe ni)
3.hepatitis B
4. mantaoux test
5.HIV
6.xray
7.dadah

Bnyk kan..org nak kawen pon kene check HIV ja(ye ke).ish3X.tak patot tol.lepas tu, aku pon gi la wat ujian darah lu.dekat ja makmal nye.aku pon letak borg kat c2.pas2 pe agi.tunggu la.lyn mp3 jap.n tunggu nya tunggu tetiba..”SYAZWANI ZAKWAN!!”ek??aku!!MLTR kemana mp3 kemana.gelabah seh..HECK..aku benci bla aku gelabah.seb bek mak de.huhuhu.tengkiu mak.mak amik aku nye mp3 n aku trus lari2 masok bilik lab tu.

Masok2 tu nampak la de nurse tiga org.mid-age.& sumer pompuan.thanx god.aku pon duduk kat kerusi depan sorg nurse ni.n dye tnya..”nak wat pe dik??”ek??dye lak tnya aku.muka da cuak..n then dye org gelak.ceit.keji gla.men2kan aku.takpe la.mcm mak aku da pon.aku sengih je la.& here came the worse part.dye da nak amik aku nye darah.dye tnya lg..”kene bape med-checkup?? mesti mahal..” aku ckp la..”mmmg mahal pon nurse..”see??nurse pon ckp mahal.ni part paling tak besy.wak2 dye tngh nak carik urat tu..dye sembang ngan kawan dye lagi dua org tu..n then adus aku ckp(dalam hati je la)..dye kata..”sakit ke dik??clap cucuk ni dik.urat kecik sngt ni.HUH??”aku nye urat lak yg slh.aku mmg takkan paham.mmg la clap cucuk.ade ke patot waktu tngh cucuk tu dye sembg sal nak makan pulut ngan pelam lak..mmg la akan clap.takde concentration.pkir sal pulut je.huh.panas gak la aku waktu tu.tade tunggu2 da.nyumpah2 dlam hati.amik ko.da la aku ni sememangnya fobia..nak jgk buat lawak clap cucuk cam2..bt kat orang len la..n then syap..ngeri tngk darah sendiri.tiga jarum penuh.bg nyamuk pon knyang.ahaks.

Pastu kene wat mantaoux test.pe mantoux test ni>>aku pon tataw.jngn tnya.n disbbkan aku still bngang ngan nurse td, aku tak tnya la plak sal ni.masok je bilik tu..dye trus suntik aku.botol dye kaler brown.ubat dye cam kuning2 sket.dak famaci taw la kot pekebende nih??n result dye kene tunggu lg seminggu.ceit.kene dtg balek.hampeh.

Kene gi rush wat xray lak lepas tu.sbb da ptg.nnty tutup lak.sampai sana, seb bek tak ramai.kjp je wat tu sebenanye.tapi yang tak besy nye..kene bukak sumer.ala..nanty korang taw la.pokoknya, sngtla tak besyy.pekehal pulak kene bkk2 baju abis sume.btnya de CCTV ke??tak ke naya..tapi aku wat gak.gaya cam nak rebel kan.tapi, aku bek.tak buat sume tu.ahaks.n at the same tyme…gi antar blood sampel kat makmal dye satu agi.aku tak pasti gak knp.pastu mak tnya.patotla.tak boley test kat cni.kene test kat alor setar.oh.tak syap lagi la.ceit.mati2 aku ingt syap ari ni.

Buat urine test lak.gi makmal dye.da amik sampel.gi la antar kat makmal darah tadi.dan accomplished la misi aku.balek umah, aku panjat katil.terus zzzzzzzzzz..ngantuk gler..

22 ari bulan 4 2009

Ari ni kene gi amik result test sendirik2.mak abah keja.kene gi spital pagi2 plak tu.aku kene nek moto la jwbnya.nak nek keta mak da banned.takleh nek.sbb aku gi langgar pokok mak aku.kalaw aku sorang takpe.mslhnya,mak aku de skali.seb bek tak de pape.pastu..aku terus di banned.moto pon moto la.besyyy pe..berangin tu..ahaks..aku pon nek la moto.fuuuuuuuuuufuuuuu(bunyi moto).nek moto 15 minit aku pon sampai.cpat gler.aku pon kagum gak skill aku nih.ahaks.pastu trus gi lab nak amik mantoux test tu.aku syap bawak ngan xray lagi.takot dye nak tngk.skali…”dik, tak pyh ni.nak tngk tngn tmpt suntik ja..”

“Oh ye ke??” ngehngehngeh.malu aku jap.da la beso xray tu.da dpt result n aku normal..yeay.pastu balek umah.smbung cter iljimae.sweet~~~

27 ari bulan 4 2009

Urine test kene gi amik ari ni.ari ni abah da promise nak teman.yeay.nek la keta ngan abah.smpai spital, aku laju ja gi lab tu.sampai sana, aku tnya..”nurse..result urine saya dah kluar ka??”dye tnya balek..”nama apa??”oh lupa lak.ngee~sengih sat aku.pastu dye ckp dah kluar.tapi kena amik kat depan.kat kaunter.HUH??lor..cam2 lak..gi la aku ngan bapak aku kat kaunter tu.tnya org kat c2.dah kluar..tapi kena tunggu jap.aku pon tunggu la.maleh nak duduk aku diri.bt pe agi.lyn mp3 la.tak lama pon tunggu.de nurse laki ni panggil aku.gi dkat dye n dye suwoh aku duduk jap kat kerusi c2.ensem la mamat nurse ni.ahaks.sempat agi aku tenung org.rezeki pe??hahaha.neway..dye ckp da syap urine test aku.fuhhh.LEGA.tapi darah nye tak syap lg…WHAT??merosak mood ja.trus aku rasa mamat nurse ni tak ensem.amik ko.kene dtg balek 5 ari bulan.~sigh~pape je la.yang penting, resultnye,,

VDRL:negative
Pregnancy test:negative(mustila)

Yeay.da amik result.aku ngan abah pon trus blah.

5 ari bulan mei 2009

Ari ni tetiba je happy.hehehe.taw2 je la.aku dngn bersemngtnya pegi spital.bapak aku gak teman.sampai spital gi la kat kaunter.carik mamat nurse tu.n jumpa.dye da knl aku pon.dya ckp..”nak amik result darah ka??”aku jwb..”ya la”..dye jawab..”kena tunggu smpai kol 3..ambulans tak balek lg..”HUH??kene tunggu la plak..da la kol 2 baru..tanak ckp siang2.huhuhu.tunggu ja la.mata lyn cter sinetron laura telinga dngr mp3.tetibe…nama aku..hehehe..mamat nurse panggil.da syap la tu.dye kuar dari kaunter tu n ckp ikut saya.ek??gi ne??aku ikut ja.dya bwk aku gi bilik ekon kat dpn kaunter.masok c2..dye kata duduk..duduk la aku pon.

Pastu…dye selak sana..angkt buku tu.angkt buku ni..aku pon tak paham..last2 dye ckp..”da nampak buku kaler kuning tak???”HAH??WHAT??pekehalnye plak mamat nurse ni tnya aku.peliks.aku pon jwb la..”tak nampak.apsal tnya saya”..amik ko..tngok org la nak tnya pon..de aku keje kat c2 ke??dye sengih ja..pastu dye ckp..”saya nak kluar gi carik buku tu jap.awak tunggu sini.men la msg dulu ka..taw??”EK??pastu dye kuar..lor mamat nie..dye tinggal aku sorg2 lak.~~wutever~~gpun de ekon kan.ahaks..kerusi ni pon boley pusing2.HEAVEN LA.mp3 pon da..men la aku pusing2 kerusi dalam 2.sungguh..aku buat ni..tak tipu..

Pastu mamat nurse tu dtg balek..thanx god..da jumpa..pastu dye suruh aku sain kat c2..ceit.aku ingt pe la yang penting sngt.pastu dye tnya..”bler nak jumpa doc??”aku jwb..”tak taw”..dye cakap..”awak boley kuar..saya gi tngk doc da balek ke blom..kalaw da balek kene dtg esok la..”HECK>>>mintak2 la doc tak balek agi..ameeennn.

Kejap ja dya gi...dan…dye ckp..doc ada..gi jumpa kat klinik ibu mengandung..ikut je jalan kiri.pastu dye cop2 kan borg aku n tetiba dye ckp…”blaja nnty jngn men2 taw.pas2 kene balek mesia serve kat cni.jngn lari.”EK???sesedap rasa je mamat nurse nih.aku pon jwb..”ya..yaa..tak lari punya..”pekehal la mamat nih??de experience la2..

Pastu gi la kat klinik tu.ramai agi orang.seb bek de tb.lyn cter sinetron lg.spital ni mmg minat cter INDON ke??pape pon aku lyn ja..abah da jumpa kawan dye kat luar..so,takkan masok la klinik ngandung ni.lepak sensorang je la aku.tak lama pastu da boley jumpa doc..swett bangat doc ni~~MASTER USM nye doc.gler muda da de master kagum ak.tapi, da kawen..huhuhu.sbb tag nama dye da tulih PUAN.sbb tu aku taw.dye fill out sumer borang and wallaaa….SYAP..finally…

Gi kluar..ckp kat abah da syap..pastu balek la..n on the way abah beli cendol…SWEET~~~aku pon senyum je la ari tu.tamat azab aku.

Tu la story aku.seksa sebenanye nak wat med-checkup nih.n yang paling penting kene wat cpat2..nnty tak sempat syap..kepada sesiapa yang kene wat tu..TABAHKAN diri anda.cam aku.tak lari balek pon.steady ja.ahaks.aku bangga.sesapa yang rajen baca sampai abeh post ni..ARIGATO GOZAIMAS yek..tapi takde award..hahaha.sekian.wassalam.offblog.

olalalalaJPA RESULT

2009-05-08T10:57:00.008+08:00

kali ni
post saya ditujukan kepada

kawan2 yg mintak jpa
yang tngh dup-dap-dup-dap tunggu result
family masing2 yang berdebar jgk
dan kepada JPA sendiri

lebih kurang 4 jam agi
naseb sume kawan aku ni akan tersurat
aku pulak yang takot
hahahahaha
about tunggu2 nih..
aku da penah rasa..
mmg seksa..
"apsal la takleh umum awal2..
saja ja nak nyeksa org.."
mcm ni la yang aku pkir
wak2 tu
sumer org pon pkir yang sama la
ne nak pkir nak masuk u lagi
nak masuk matrix lagi
kalaw masuk dulu nanty kene kuar balek
sempat orientasi je la
kusut2!!!!!!

so, ape yang patot anda buat sekarang???

pray hard to Allah
because..
pape pon..
Allah yang bagi rezeki,sumer benda
so Allah akan bagi biasiswa ni kalaw
bende ni btol2 bek utk kita

nie la bende yang dye org tulis kat c2.
aku ingt kol 3..
sekali..

"Semakan keputusan Program Ijazah Luar Negara (PILN) 2009
boleh dibuat mulai 8 Mei 2009 jam 5.00 petang."

tak pe la..
saba je la..
boley agi nak tunggu..
aku ni penyabar..
kawan2
lek..
jngn memvandalismekan laptop/komp anda..

aku pon takde experience mengecek2
bende nih
sbb aku dpt call je waktu tu..
tapi kalaw awal2 ni musti jam
tu tak pyh ckp la
tapi budak2 KISAS kan bnyk
AID(penyakit iejan)intenet addict
musti pandai nak tembus nye

nak memudahkan
ni la link nye...

http://www.jpa.gov.my/2009/05/1079/

dan kat c2 dye tulis

Keputusan Program Ijazah Luar Negara (PILN) 2009

kawan2...
semoga berjaya
pegilah merata2 kat muka bumi nih
lagi besy de kawan kat satu dunia
aku boley la bt tour waktu summer
hahahahaha
papun gudluck ek
JPA candidates 2009
may the sun shine us all
may the moon help us in dark
~and~
may ALLAH bless us

wassalam

maybe or maybe not~~

2009-05-06T23:24:00.007+08:00

11th may of 2009

actually
a lot of things are going to happen that day
like....

the date for enrollment to the matrix
the date of my sister visit to balai bomba
the date for me to return the library book
the date for my father to visit his sick friend
and to me, it is also
the date for putrajaya program
AHAH!!!
what is kind of programme??

i am never good with words
and i try to spill out something
and try not to make me sound
ungrateful,snobbish,pesimist
kind of person
if i ever sound like that
please..
do not mind ..
it does not my intention to make you feel like that.

here it goes
honestly
a quit excruciating word
"the programme"
for an 18 years old-to-be teenager
well..
of course la
it does not sound normal
cause ..
on what purpose people go
to the mosque-kind-of-building
in the middle of day work
THAT is very very not normal

i am goin'
to PUTRAJAYA
"for BTN programme
along with a JPA orientation
and an INTERVIEW
at the US embassy"
(JPA have put all of this prog
together due to time constraint)

now, this is the scary part
to be truthfully honest n frank..
apart from all my experience of
interview-camp-motivation prog
(yang sememangnya ciput tu)
this is not a kind of thing
that i usually feel
"let's tell her this n then she will forget it
in a minute"
well..
sad to say
the theory is not applied here
i think of this thing
like FOREVER
it's freaking me up
it's driving me to wall
it's make me worry
&
the fact that i have to go there
keep hunting me even in my dream
perhaps
you might think that
i put too much emotion on this thing
of course i am
it's like meeting the strangers
and you have be nice with them
cause it is necessary for you
and i am not kind of
"camping or school prog selected student"
person
i just a student..not to bright but enough for
people to notice
suck..
like repeating high school all over again
~sigh~

back to the main story
i will be away for
about seven days
maybe and maybe not
i dunno
the instruction is not clear..
~the flaw of govern****~
u & i will never know

what i want is
a good impression on me
nice people to befriend with
adequate tips for living
& maybe a bug-free kind of food
(the paranoia of having ulat in my food)

i pray had for all to be the best
for all thing that will happen to me
to you
to us
to everyone..

let's go into some mind-thinking

the path that we chose
is the path that will
reflect what are we going to be
in another ten years
maybe an engineer
a doctor, a surgeon, a bussinessman
or not a white-collar-worker
a salesman maybe..

"We should all be concerned about the future because
we will have to spend the rest of our lives there."
~Charles F. Kettering

and the future always begins now
whether we want or not
the truth is the truth
we are older each minute
more responsible to take
the relationship became more complicated
there's a lot to think
a lot to be weighed
and we start to think
"wish could be in school right now"
life is simple..you can say that
but it is not just easy..

Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw
all the paint on it you can.
Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be.

and we have to take what is given by GOD
and appreciate it
and value it
and ALHAMDULILLAH
i have got the chance
and i will not waste it
and i will try my best
despite of all my "mambling" above
i must admit
i am totally happy with this chance
(eventhough..
the program is not in my to-do-list)
pray hard to ALLAH

"When My servants ask you concerning Me,
I am indeed close (to them);
I listen to the prayer of every supplicant when he calls on Me;
Let them also, with a will, listen to My call, and believe in Me,
that they may walk in the right way."
[2/al-Baqara/186]

From small beginnings come great things.
with this
i am now
offblog.
salam.

reminder:do not mind the grammar.mind the message from it.i even had a C in my English once.

the last one...

2009-05-01T00:26:00.002+08:00

love??
perluke??

here it comes another TAG>>>
from the only one miss sab..
sab..
tima kasih laaa..
bnyk da post aku nih,
hehehe
killer nya soklan

1. Adakah sukar untuk anda mengucapkan good bye pd kekasih anda?

huh??
good bye??
meaning??
BERPISAH KE???
KALAW, aku ada bf..
n aku nak breakup...
aku tak jumpa la dye kowt
antar msg kan senang..
tekan keypad.taip good bye.antar.message sent.sekali tarik nafas je.

2. Berapa lama anda mengambil keputusan untuk say good bye?

berapa lama??
takde pngalaman..
tak pernah taw

3. Perlukah anda mempunyai banyak reason untuk berpisah?

perlu ke??
main reason je kot..
da tak serasi..
kenapa nak teruskan
bek carik yang len

4. Apa reaksi si dia apabila anda minta berpisah?

reaksi la plak..
tak pernah taw
tak de pakwe..

5. Setelah berpisah, adakah anda bule menerimanya dalam hidup anda lagi?

kalaw dye da berubah tak kisah la.aku still boley go on.

kalaw tak..the door is back there.

6. Pernahkah anda teringat kenangan bersama dia setelah anda berpisah? kat rumah?

tulong....aku takde experince

S.K.I.P.

7. Jika anda rindu kan bekas kekasih, apa anda wat? call? sms? else

bekas??lambat lagi lor..musti da ade yang baru

bt pe nak layan yang lama...bikin sesak otak je.

8. camne anda selepas berpisah? bahagia? sengsara

rasa bersyukur..selamat dari dosa..

kat akhirat pon Tuhan tak pyh tnya.

9. Bekas kekasih anda sudah ada kapel baru?

i am so not gonna find out.

10. Apa ucapan anda kepada bekas kekasih anda?

selamat cepat kawen.

siapa yang berani menjawab tag ini??

ntah.tak killer pon.sape yang pernah berkapel kowt..

fourth tag..

2009-05-01T00:12:00.003+08:00

dari miss sab jgk..da penat nihhh

1. Pernahkah anda ditipu(ditikam dari belakang) oleh sahabat baik anda??
sahabat baik??
truthfully..
kawan bek tak pernah stab aku..
kawan yang aku tak bek je..
n aku harap rekod nih akan clean sampai aku mati
ngeri la kalaw kena stab..

2. Give 5 person yang akan membuat anda menangis.
mak. abah. kak long. kak ngah.serban (lembu aku)

3. Cinta adalah:
love.bak kata orang indon.love is cinta.simple sentence..he.he.he.

4. Kalau anda terjumpa duit RM 5,000 apa akan anda lakukan??
legal or illegal??
terjumpa ke??
depends...
hehehe

5. Kalau anda diberikan pilihan siapa artis yang anda ingin ketemu??
aku nak jumpa yuna.suara dye sweet gler.cam norah jones.& the most important..dye tak head banging cam other artist yang nyanyi indie song..
& dye pakai tudung..abnormal tu...
deep conversation dye sngt besyyyy..
go. go. yuna...

6. Berikan 2 perkara tentang si pemberi original tag ini.
aku letak ko je la sab..
2 perkara??
ex schoolmate aku..
n most probably the sangat berusaha??
my opinion>>>
jngn tnye kenapa ek sabb..
aku santau ko kang..

7. Tag :
takde sesapa...again.aku bek.

TAG>>LAGI>>

2009-04-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

the third tag..from sabrina.again.

1) Apakah nama blog anda sekarang dan kenapa anda memilih nama itu?.

good day is today, good die is to die
meaning nyer..
even ari ni pon adalah hari yang kita pasti kita kan mati..
dan jugak hari yang kita pasti kita hidup..
jngn tnya aku lebih2..
even aku pon tak penah nak paham dalam2..
so,just prepare for what are to came and muhasabah for the past
that the reason we here on Earth right..???

2)Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu?

sapantahuarnee.blogspot.com
bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu???
camner ek??
tah la..
sort of terlintas kat pikiran & aku namakan je la..

3)Apakah method penulisan dalam blog anda?

nak tulis pe yang terlintas kat head pon
cam tak la slaloo sngt
boley la kata aku tido dulu
da dapat ilham
and after that kalaw rasa nak tulis
aku spill je la..

4)Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda?
no even a day..an hour..a minute..a second
kepada sesapa yang nak hapuskan blog tu..
jngnlaa
ingt senang kew nak de blog nihh??
mau kene effort bnyk gler taw..

5)Apakah pendapat anda mengenai blog kepada pemilik blog yang TAG anda ini?

pendapat??
kuat tido..
kuat makan..
kuat mengunyah
spotry??
maybe..
blog sempoi..
clueless..hehehe..
and bapak dye ensem..

6)Senaraikan orang yang akan anda TAG.

aku nak TAG??
sape nih??
mak aku.bapak aku.kak long.and RIP la the other seven person tuhh
hehehe

da 3rd tag

2009-04-30T23:41:00.002+08:00

to sab..
aku keji..
hehehe
oleh kerana aku jeles sama ko
dan
demi nak membanyakkan post aku
aku rela bt bende nih satu2
hehehee

1.Put this badge in your awesome blog.

awesome??lambat lagi la..

2.Award this badge to 10 bloggers whom you think are inspirational and friendly.
awardkan??
inspirational n friendly??
hehehe.
saya tataw la..
sumer orang da dapat rasanya..

3.Make sure you put the recipients’ names here, along with their links.

banyak tu..
& saya is the one of the malasest person in the world..
tak payah kowttt

4.Let them know about this.
pe??
kene ke??
wajib ek??
msg & ym dah la..

5.Don't forget to tell the who give this award and also her links.

nurul sabrina.sab.ammeliorategirlz.blogspot.com

tag kedua..haha

2009-04-30T23:29:00.004+08:00

1)anda perlu printscreen wallpaper anda yang tengah gune skang

ek??

2)bgtau nape anda suke wallpaper anda ituhh...

kenape aku suke..hehe..
simple answer:sbb aku minat cter nih..mamat ni or pompuan nih from cter HANAZAKARINO KIMITACHE versi jepon..kiut-miut gler..jadi mamat pon seswai..jadi pompuan lagila seswai..
tough answer: merely because...ahaks..cam lawak..sbb akak aku penah bt rambut cam dye..n skang tngh merana coz rambut tu jadi completely disaster..tak mau bkk tdg pon waktu tuh
hahah

3)tag 10 people

10 people..???? nak taruk sape ek>>
mak,abah,kak long, kak ngah, pekjo,wanah,naja,ngah,ngah dah,along, ain. cukup pon..tak kisah la da intenet ke tak ek??hehehe

1st tag by miss SAB

2009-04-30T23:04:00.005+08:00

1. aku nak family aku sumer chat2 takde sakit..& stick together for eternal happiness
2. aku nak sumer orang wish aku punya besday & at the same time aku pon ingat besday orang coz aku short term memory..hehehe
3. nak adiah besday besar2 like umah banglo 8 tingkat or keta limosine or handset 3G or a prince maybe..hehehe
4. nak shakespeare bangun dari kubor & sing epi besday song kat aku..hehe..majaz yang terlampau..
5.tyme nihh... aku nak wat makan ala tradisional..asam pedas, gulai btg pisang, pe lagi??garam belacan pon kena ada
6. nak dapat degree in course aku suka & aku harap aku hidup sampai aku amik master & boley tubuh syarikat sendiri n jadi mem besar..
7. aku nak sumer orang pakai baju kurung n baju melayu kaler biru..favorite kaler..
8. apsal bnyk sangt wish nihhh..
9. aku bkn tamak person..
10. last sekali.....aku syukur pada Tuhan coz dye still bagi udara untuk aku bernafas.. rezeki untuk aku makan..mak ayah utk support aku..bsswa untuk aku sambung blaja..kawan utk aku spill..n body utk aku live..THANK GOD>>>>

tag???
takde sesapa kowt.

~MAK moments~

2009-04-25T23:50:00.021+08:00

Tengah kencang ja orang tulis sal MAK
Nak tulis jugak sal bende nie..
penatnye la nak tunggu dapat sorat hitam putih
bdk perlis pon dapat awal dari aku..
aku YANG KAT KEDAH NIEE
b0leh tak dapat surat
frust+menonggeng+terbalik+terguling ja rasa..
tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu
sampai gak surat dan arinye..
seb bek sampai
so, ak syap2 la nak gi
mak abah mintak cuti..
and ikut skali
nek keta

bertolak kol 6.30 n sampai lebih kurang kol 11.30
pastu selamba ja
serbu umah pak lang aku..
hahaha!!!!cian dye..
sampai kol 12 belas kena tak tido lagi sebab nak tunggu kitaorang
mintak maap la pak lang!!!



da pagi pon..
kuar dari umah pak lang
awal jgk la..
lalu ikut Guthrie ingt boley sampai awal
tetiba boley gi sesat plak kat TOWN KLANG tu..
kena2 da ramai orang waktu sampai..
de la sahabat2 tepon
cakap dah takleh daftar
cam cuak gak tapi cikgu2 KISAS kan bekk
boley gak join although dah lewat..
tima kaceh bnyk2 cikgu

n nak cter satu tragedy laa..
kira tragedy la jugak..
lupa bawak stoking..
pastu kena la pkai stoking oren terang tuhhh
memang kontra bangat laa..
baju warna hitam
tiba2 stokin oren
dah la kasut hitam..
sesungguhnyala kontra habis-habisan
hawa kat depan aku da gelak2 dah..
bkn nak tolong carik solution..
hampeh ko hawa…
ramai gler cikgu tegor…
malu nak mampos..
ckgu Marina cakap
bkk je la stokin tu..
sebab takut nampak bler kat atas pentas
nek la aku kat atas pentas tu ngan tak pakai stoking
awkward jaaa…..
peliks tol..
seb bek orang tak perasan…
huhuhu~~

pastu sumer taw2 la
camner majlis tu
aku pon malas nak cter bnyk..
aku nak letak gambar je bior bnyk..  senang je la sapa2 nak sedut

Nie mizah n syara..cam buat iklan ubat gigi MUKMIN la plak..

Yang kat belakang tu ruzeq..

Gelak kat sapa ntahhhh

Pas2, nie syura, wahdaty n sabiha..sweetnye la korang...

Hawa~hahaha
Yang nie la paling aku nak gelak
Dapat tokoh pelajar MITHALI nie..
mantap gler..
aku pon takleh lawan...
hahahaha

Cikgu Saiful~ajak gi umah dye..bler la nak dtg umah cikgu nihhhh…

Tu aku ler tu..
Terketar jugak nak amik adiah..tak besa amik hadiah kan..




Nie paen, iejan, syara, mizah n k_on

Nie la gambar yang paling aku suka…Ramai ada..
gambarnye cantik lak tu…
Yang duduk:each akil,paen,sabiha
Line no2:kim,aku n anies
Blakang skali:syara,mauizah,hazirah,miezah,mun(muka sekerat),wahdaty,mai,fadh

Pas habis je jumpa cikgu2 sume
Mak ayah aku drive gi jumpa akak aku kat KUIS
Aku stay kat KISAS
Sbb nak gi tawaf PWTC
Ngan bdk2 nihhh
gi book fair maaa..
Ramai gak la yang join …tengok gambar kat bawah..
Ingat nak jumpa atikah sob kat sana
Ne taw dye da cabut
Da balek nek komuter da pon
Waktu kotaorang sampai..
So just jalan ngan bdk2 nih je la

Jumpa atul
Sedap je bdk sorang tu
Tak tegur-menegur
Kes nak kena tulah la nihhh

Seb bek mata aku nie terang lagi
Nampak gak dye..
Budak bertuah toll…
Jadi sukarelawati bdk tu
Hahhaha
Ingat berbakti ja
tak dapat duit..
Dapat gak rupanya
Bajet je cakap jadi sukarelawati..
Pe la atul nihhh
Da la pakai baju kuning..

Penat gler jalan
Nak tercabut kaki..
Nak cari booth jemari seni je sebenonye
Sempat borong la buku hlovate dua bijik
Jeles kat iejan..
Boley borong Stephanie meyer nye buku
Aku kurang pitis laa…
Tapi…
Puas hati..
Hahahah
Pastu mak abah datang amik kat PWTC
Balek la aku ngan mak abah aku
Orang len….balek ngan komuter..

Gambar cam blurr..janji Nampak orang cukup…
Nie la orang yang jalan ngan aku
De tim, hazirah,maisarah,farahin,atul,wahdaty n ainina
De lagi…syak n ruzeq
Tapi ntahmanamana dye orang jalan ntah

On the whole way back to KEDAH..
Aku tido je memanjang
Sedar2 dah sampai umah
Abislah journey aku..
LETIH BANGAT SIHHHH..
Sampai umah nampak katil jaa

Conclusionnyer,
Sngt besyyy la MAK nihhh
Boley jumpa cikgu2 n member2
Syap men babai2 lagi ngan ckgu..
Cam lawak la plak..
Kalaw zaman skool dulu
Kirim salam la nak babai cikgu macam babai kawan
Skang cam rapat macam rambut lak…

Setakat nie je la cter aku
Pasal MAK nih
Adiosss and
Wassalam..

btol ke tak btol nihhhh

2009-04-18T00:33:00.003+08:00

"Have you ever receive something you
absolutely not expect you will get it
from someone who you absolutely sure he or she
did not impressed with you that much that he or she
is going to give you exactly what you want
without having you to go through the routine like
everybody else??"

paham tak ayat kat atas??
aku of course la paham
coz aku sendiri yang experience bende nih
so, klaw de sesapa yang btol2 paham maksud
aku, please aku nak sesangat ym ngan ko.

sebenarnye,
tadi aku bt jelajah ke satu website nihh
n jumpe la satu comment ni
dari sorang mamat ni
cakap aku lucky dapat ~bende~ nih
lucky??
of course la aku rase cam2
out of all star-studded-stu kat malaysia
ni, aku yang dapat..
tak ke rahmat n nikmat Tuhan namenye tu
ALHAMDULILLAH

aku nak sangat bagitaw korang pasal satu bende nihh
memang aku nak sangat2
badly n desperately
but, until i am very dead sure about it
i dont think i should talk about it

so, kena la tunggu
lagila terseksa jiwa n basket
siang dan malam
tunggu pak cik posmen bawak surat
aku nak admit la
penat tunggu sesuatu yang kita nak sangat2 nihh
aku dah nek tensen kepala otak

ntah la..
aku memang tak taw nak pkir ape bende dah
nak heboh
nak kecoh
nak citer
takut pulak tak jadi

maybe ade la follower aku yang da taw
pehal yang aku merepek ni
bukan aku nak deny aku dapat bende tu
cume,,,,,,,,,,,,,
aku still tak leh nak caya nihhh
memang konpom aku takleh nak caya
until the 'thing' does not coming through my door
aku takleh nak citer la
although be4 aku da terciter ngan ramai orang
hahahaha

for orang yang tak paham
apa yang aku bebel nihhh
jangan pening2 kepala
aku just nak spilt out something from
my overflooded head

sekian,wassalam.

la,la,la, ILJIMAE~

2009-04-10T13:10:00.006+08:00

ari nie da citer baru Korean drama
iljimae
musti kena tengok nihh
best gler

da synopsiss

Set during the Joseon Dynasty, Yong acted as a hooligan in the marketplace by day but at night he was a thief who robbed corrupted government officials to give to the poor. After each robbery he left behind a painting depicting a plum tree branch to make his mark and was thus named Iljimae. His main purpose was not so much to rob but to search for the owner of a specially designed sword which he saw as a child was used to kill his father, a loyal subject of the emperor. Eun Chae is a government official's daughter who despite her upbringing has a lot of empathy towards the poor. She met Iljimae by chance and couldn't help admiring him for what he stood for even though she had never seen his face.

Cast

Lee Joon Ki as Iljimae / Yong / Lee Geom
Han Hyo Joo as Eun Chae
Lee Young Ah as Bong Soon
Park Shi Hoo as Shi Hoo / Ja Dol

Extended Cast

Lee Moon Shik as Swe Dol (Yong's adopted father)
Kim Sung Ryung as Dani (Shi Hoo's mother)
Lee Won Jong as Byun Sik (Eun Chae's father)
Ahn Kil Kang as Kong He / monk (Bong Soon's adopted father)
Moon Ji Yoon as Dae Shi (Yong's friend)
Kim Chang Wan as the king
Kim Roe Ha as Sa Cheon (chief assassin)
Kim Moo Yul as Shi Wan (Eun Chae's brother)
Do Ki Suk as Hee Bong / Slick (Castor Oil gang boss)
Kim Hyun Sung as Heung Kyun
Jung Jae Eun as Sim Seok
Suh Dong Won as Eun Bok (Hunter Jang's son)
Lee Won Jae as Hunter Jang
Kim Kwang Sik as Geok Doo
Yang Jae Sung as Shim Gi Won
Jo Sang Ki as Moo Yi (Sa Cheon's follower)
Lee Il Hwa as Lady Han (Geom's mother)
Son Tae Young as Lee Yeon (Geom's older sister)
Jo Min Ki as Lee Won Ho (Geom's biological father)
Yeo Jin Goo as young Geom
Kim Yoo Jung as young Eun Chae
Jung Da Bin as young Boon Soon
Ahn Ji Hong

aku memang recommend la cter nie

bagi yang minat korean drama
stay tuned
pukul 8.30-9.30
malam nie..
di 8TV

~kekabu oh kekabu~

2009-04-10T11:58:00.009+08:00

semalam sangat best..
coz aku ngan family aku
da bt satu bende nih

well, bkn la slaloo sngat kte orang
bt bende nihhh..
sesekali sesekala je.

so, semalam,
mak aku tengok satu pokok kat belakang
umah ngah aku tuhhh..

pokok 2 pokok kekabu..
memang dah banyak masak pon kabu-kabu
tuhhhh,,

mak aku pon tibe2 cakap
jom amik kekabu

mula2 2.. bapak aku tak nak..
pas2 mana bley bapak aku
tak take part..
sape plak yang nak goncang pokok kekabu tuh>>
dah la tinggi..
aku nak panjat??
kirim salam je la

mak aku yang da smngt gler 2
pon pujuk ler bapak aku
mak aku pujuk punya pujuk..
last skali bapak aku pon cair...

so, muler la
operasi kekabu..
huhuhu
adek aku yang bg nama nih..

tepi tu pokok kekabu n sebelah dye da parit

pokok kekabu tu
kat belakang umah ngah aku
dekat ngan sawah.
btol2 kat bawah dye ade sungai sebijik
bukan sungai la
lebih kurang sungai-air ckit=parit maybe

ni la sawahnyer mcm laut kan..

we heading 2 da pokok tu.
waktu tu ahli-ahli
operasi tak ramai g..
cumer yang besar2 jer,
yang kecik2 stay kat umah jager sup
mak aku pon buat sup gak tyme tu..

jadinye, tinggal aku+mak aku+bapak aku
je la yang beso2
yang len kat asrama.

lepas tu meh la adik aku yang kecik
tu bt kacau ckit
kocak2 air
percik2 air
pas2 bler suruh dye kutip kekabu
ye cakap nak tngk sup kat umah
kuang asam tollll
mcm la gheti sngat nak tngk sup tu
hampeh~~~~~
tak ramai pon ler sbnrnye

first2 tu bapak aku nek lu pokok tu
g goncang2 sket
so kekabu tu jatuh

tapi banyak nye kat ats
kekabu yang masak tu sumer
bler kait yang bawah2 je
dapat ler yang tak masak punyer
2 pon mak aku sapu licin..
syap suruh bapak aku jangan tinggal satu pon
berjimat cermat=tak membazir
la mak aku nihhh..

banyak cabaran sebenarnye nak kutip kekabu nihh
at least the cabaran
tu wujud bler aku kutip kabu2 2 la..
tak taw le orang kalaw orang len
kutip kekabu tak susah cam aku..
huhuhuh~~~

cabaran pertama+
punyer la susah nak amik kekabu tu..
bukan dari sudut pandangan ayah aku
tapi dari sudut aku ler..
remember aku sebut sal
sungai@parit tuhh
well, bler kait kekabu tu
it kinda jatuh dalam parit tu
huhuhu
kena la plak randuk=redah air tu
sebab nak amik

kat cni ler bende tu jatuh,ssh tol nak amk

cabaran kedua+
umah aku nie bley jadi
pusat penternakan semut api sedunia kowt
banyak g-la semut tuh..
bengong tol
slalooo jer kena patuk ngan dye..

cabaran terakhir+
nilah bende yang paling tak bes
wak2 ari nak ujan..
aku tak deny la minggu tu mmg raining week
tapi
sebelum tu
cuaca sihat walafiat je
takdir Tuhan..
in the middle kiteorang tngh2 syok2
kutip kabu2 2
hujan lebat gler....
mandi la aku ngan hujan jap
dah tu aku demam sampai ari nie..
tak bes toll..

overallnyer bes gak r

merapatkan silaturrahim.
hehehehe
dapat kekabu
mak aku suke gler
bley tengok bapak aku panjat pokok
lame tak tengok sebab pokok rambutan dah takde
abah aku nak panjat pokok ape?
bley buat bantal, tilam n other things
bley la sip untuk kenduri kawin
bantal pon skang mahal lorrr
that`s what my mom said

nampak tak bapak aku yang hanging atas pokok tu
bukan senang nak tngk dye pnjt pkk

da conclusionnyer..
skang umah aku dah jadi tempat proses kabu2

seb bek bnyk, tak pasal2 jer aku demam sebab nihh

tapi tak payah upah pekerja pon
sebab nenek aku volunteer nak bt.
bhgia mak aku...
pas2, umah aku mmg bersepah skang.
klw orang dtg terkejut tergempar
mmg penat ler nak menyimpan
wutever~~~

sekian sajer la
~wassalam~

just kite je yang blind....

2009-04-09T00:51:00.001+08:00

aku telah melakukan satu plagiarism kat cn..
happen to see this mase aku buat
marathon across website2 tadi..
sapa yang ada baca 2,
jangan pelik plak..
tapi dont mind la...
just tengok pengajaran nye je

skali lagi..
ini adalah satu plagiarism.

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Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih..
Allah sudah menghitung airmatamu.

Jika kau fikir bahawa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu terasa berlalu begitu saja…
Allah sedang menunggu bersama-samamu…

Ketika segalanya menjadi sesuatu yang tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan…
Allah bersamamu untuk menenangkanmu…

Ketika kau fikir bahwa kau sudah berusaha sesungguhnya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lagi…
Allah mempunyai jawapannya…

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap syukur…
Allah telah pun memberkatimu…

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk menelefon dirimu…
Allah sentiasa berada di sampingmu…

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan…
sebenarnya Allah sedang berbisik kepadamu…

Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau dipenuhi ketakjuban…
Allah akan tersenyum kepadamu…

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi…
Allah sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu…

Oleh itu ingatlah bahwa di manapun kau atau ke manapun kau berada…
Allah akan mengetahui dan senantiasa berada di sampingmu…

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so, kalau sapa2 yang rasa dia tak sedar
tentang sumer nie before this...
amik air sapu kat muka ckit
(that include me la)
pas2 sedarla,
ALLAH love kita no matter what..
just kita je blind and tak nampak..

"Whosoever chooses to follow guidance, follows it for his own good; whosoever goes astray, goes astray for his own loss"(al-Isra' 17:15)

~Hikayat Of A serbaN~~

2009-04-07T23:32:00.014+08:00

nak story sket sal benda yang jadi kat aku couples of years back..

dok sorang2 nie memang la aku ingat macam2..

terus masuk memory lane..

tengah hujan skang.. sejuk giler..

makes me wonder macam mana la

rakyat2 abah kat belakang 2..

musti sseeejjjjjuuuuuukkkkkkk tahap giga+mega nye..

abah is very business-minded person..

maybe kalau bukak syarikat dah bley untung besar dahh

hahaha~~

so , satu hari nie..

waktu 2 dah petang...

tibe2 bapak aku buat satu decision nie..

DYE NAK BELA LEMBU KORBAN!!!!!!!!!

gambar cam tak elok..
tangkap gne nset..
well this is one of the rakyat>>>

Well, first2 memang la rasa cam nak gelak

Tunggang terbalik terguling-guling atas lantai

Dengar abah cakap cam 2..

But, abah is DEAD SERIOUS

Sebab 2 la skang ada hotel lembu kat sini.

Lebih kurang dua lima langkah dari rumah aku

Hahahaha..

just nak puji umah aku ckit

umah aku is like

Complete set of what a homestay need

Aku dare 2 say la

Umah aku bley menang homestay terbaik

Wakakakaka,,

So, nak sambung da story..

Bapak aku pown start la benda2 bina kandang plus buat

kolah minuman untuk lembu2 nie sumer..

the kandang lembu..

Mule2 share dulu ngan ngah aku

Pas2 dye beli saham from ngah

So bapak aku jadi CEO tunggal kandang lembu 2..

First year, memang ramai la lembu2 2..

Around 20-30

Huge amount right..

Masa 2 memang best..

G bawak makan kat padang rumput petang2..

~~Actually bukan padang rumput pown..

Just a bunch of rumput yang tumbuh kat tepi sungai~~

Nek moto n that is the time aku blaja bawak moto

~Bley buat drift skali..~

~Rempit ngan lembu~

A quite different experience

Ble dah beso..dah tibe time kena jual..

Bapak aku biasanya jual waktu orang nak buat korban.

So ble ari raya korban 2 aku+dyah+k.long+pkolah+wanah+naja la paling best.

Duit cam air ja.

Mintak je pape

Musti dapat punye

Nak dipendekkan hikayat..

Aku terjatuh cinta kat sorang lembu nihh..

Comel=cute=hensem bangat

Hiperbola ke??

Tak kisahla..

Pokoknye, dye memang la comei

Badan fully brown..but ada tompok putih ckit kat kepala dye.

For that very reason aku bagi nama SERBAN

Unreasonable name right??wutever~~~

Owhhhh

About names..

Bapak aku ngan mak aku memang suke bagi nama..

Just nak jadi loving with cow..

I dunnnnnnnooo..

So kami ada

Kapal terbang=coz telinga dye beso..

Penghulu= coz dye suke jalan dulu whenever when we release=semangat la word mudah nye

Merah =coz kaler dye merah

Puteh=coz dye overall in puteh.

These is antara the names la..

Banyak lagi sebenarnye.

Berbalik pada cter SERBAN tadi

Aku sangatla sayang kat mr.SERBAN nihh..

Tiap2 ari jumpa dowhhh

Mana bley tak sayang

But, since aku stay kat asrama

Jangan nak gelak tapi aku honestly aku buat benda alah nie..

Aku bawak gambo dye skali g skool

Can`t believe aku buat benda cam2

Lawak+unpractical btoll

Nak terbahak-bahak je aku pk2 balek..

Bapak aku kinda jual SERBAN one day

Btol la jugak

Takkan nak bagi dye tua reput kat kandang tuhh

But aku kat asrama mase tuhh

So takleh tengok dye kena bunuh or korban or sembelih or whatsoever

Ble balik bleh tengok tengkorak kepala dye ja kat belakang umah

sdey tu tak payah cakap la

Ade hamba Allah nie pernah said,

What if SERBAN had a wife

Then we can call his (or its)

wife hijab and his son turban

Memang la waktu tu aku nak

Gelak giler2 sampai nak tergeliat usus otak

Skang dah 2 years after that this happen

And waktu2 camnila aku teringat kat dye..

Mata pown dah ngantuk nihh

Dah nak tido laa..

~wassalam~

about ayat yang terpacak atas log aku nie

2009-04-03T10:38:00.000+08:00

aku fond ngan ayat nie the very moment
aku nampak dye..

maknanya sangatla mendalam..
kita slaloo pikir good day akan datang..
tapi bukankah hari ini pown good day jugak

kita stiil able to breathe air from our lung...
patutnya kita grateful 2 god
sebab god murah hati bagi kita pinjam
udara dye..
tak payah kena tax ke..
kena rebat ke..
tambah lagi dye tak pernah hantar bil pown..

masya_allah....
selalu kita terlupa pasal nie...
kalau orang tak mengingatkan maka kita pon lupa
pada Pencipta..

memangla orang kata..
saya ingat tuhan ape??
tiap2 ari sembahyang...
kalau cam2, sume orang ingat tuhan laa..
sebab sume orang sembahyang..
pas2 sume orang bley masuk syurga sebab
sume orang dah buat pahal..
simplenya pemikiran...
kalau cam2 tak payahla rasullullah sembahyang
sampai bengkak2 kaki
kalau cam2 tak payahla ada pangkat dalam orang islam..
mukmin,muslim...
sebab sume orang dah masuk syurga dengan solat je..

it is simple logic..
imaan can increase and decrease
if the good deeds is done...
but the deeds must be done continously..
kalau ari ni kat tikar sembahyang nangis2 pas2
esok buat jahat lagi..
bersukaria sampai tak ingat tuhan
tak menjadi jugak..

ape2 pon benda nie kena ada istiqamah..
nak taw istiqamah 2 ape..
bkak kamus arab..
(budak kolej islam tak taw nie bley bunuh diri la)
supaya amalan berterusan dan kita pon selamat dunia akhirat.

ameeeeeenn***

2009-04-03T10:18:00.000+08:00

ape2 je la aku nak citer sal buluh nie...
aku suka tol ngan buluh nie...
cantekkk..
first tyme aku tengok terus suka.....

gpun benda nie la yang jadi bagkgroud laptop aku..

canteeekkk kan..
(ada ke kat malaysia tempat yang camni)
jawapannya ialah>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
ada!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

terkejut tak...
kat belakang umah aku je...
nak tangkap gambar tunjuk bukti pown
kamera rosak rrr...
huhuhuhuh..
sdey looooorrrrrrrr.....

nanti aku akan tangkap gak gambar bagi korang tengok..
stay la ngan blog aku
walaupun at thes mere time
tak dak sorang pon yang ikut blog aku..

sdey lagiiiiii.............
apapun, peace malaysia...
no war at alll....

~;my:something:than:nothing;~

dont keep your distance =(

emo

we have to break up

final2!

im dead

gedekgedekgedek

pintaku~

I go crazy because of you???

this is very2 random

pet mati

spring break

while i was blog hopping

stalker

hepi balek

******intermission******

today's note

oh2

.serabut usus otak.

dikala nak mule sem nih la dye..

ajl~

this is just random

~~atlanta~~

pengumuman~~

salam tahun baru~~

meng-calculus-kan otak

confession

lapar~~

biul~

ape nk buat..kalaw..

terkene penyakitkah aku??

orang mkn...aku??

~random~

when youre alone..

Tell Me Your Wish(GENIE)

Girls Generation

kesedaran aku..

should i..or should i not..

raye la raye..(vandy version)

saya tngh hepiii

~kat junkyard sale~

gambar kat chili`s

juz nak ckp

salam MalaysiSIA - US

~~HMTM~~

hepi ke aku??

~bunga cute~

~~aku officially BEBAS~~

~kami da jadi pelarian~

~i`m finally home~

~~burden yang amat..tak tipu..~~

olalalala~~JPA RESULT~~

Keputusan Program Ijazah Luar Negara (PILN) 2009

maybe or maybe not~~

the last one...

fourth tag..

TAG>>LAGI>>

da 3rd tag

tag kedua..haha

1st tag by miss SAB

~*MAK moments*~

btol ke tak btol nihhhh

~~la,la,la, ILJIMAE~~~

Cast

~kekabu oh kekabu~

just kite je yang blind....

~Hikayat Of A serbaN~~

about ayat yang terpacak atas log aku nie

intermission

atlanta

HMTM

aku officially BEBAS

burden yang amat..tak tipu..

olalalalaJPA RESULT

~MAK moments~

la,la,la, ILJIMAE~