we have to break up

TO: MR GENERAL BIOLOGY SLIDES
FROM:SYAZWANI ZAKWAN



my dearest bio slide,


how are you feeling today? i am very sorry that i locked you up in that stupid small drawers for the last 4 weeks.but i really could not take it anymoree.i know that we've been dating for a while and we have fun together even though i hardly find any jokes in any of your love slides. and then you said that you madly in love with me but still we know something is missing somewhere. we dont have the "chemistry", the feeling  to save this relationship.and yes i want to breakup with you.and im very sorryy for this.


yess i admit at the beginning i said  i will try to love you back. i gave you hope i make you believe you are the one for me. i am sorry for what i did say but it just dont turn out so nicely for us.you wasnt meant to be with me. everytime i go to see you all i can hear was nothing.NOT A THING. maybe its my fault i did not give my full attention to you but ive tried so hard! i never skip our dates. i went even if my other friends go back to their dorm and sleeppp!I gave my full commitment to this relationship but what did you give to me??only more and more uselesss love notes that i kept almost a pile in my dorms!


i'd suffered a lot because of you.you treated all your medical's friends nicely but why you did this to me?? I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU! your friends of prokarya,eukarya,cells and what-other-crap-things are very happy with you up until one point, i fell like i dont belong in your world. why the heck i should consider to be your girlfriend if i have to remember all you generations: your grandfather your long lostt uncle and even your great222 grandfather??! i seriouslyy dontt careeee about them!


just dont feel bad about yourself. its not you.it was me in wrong, completely. and i know it will be very hard to get over me. who says it won't?*it supposed to be hard* but you'll find better person nicer person than me.you will have a wonderful moment again with your new lovers.you can tell all your love slides, facts, jokes if you want.and ill be packing up your things * your momentos, love notes ready to throw them out of my room. but please just this one timee..be nicee to me. dont just walk away like that. i still need you at least until tomorrow.so just dont make my grades worser.and dont be too harsh on me please?

"I don't know how to not love you, I only know how to not let you go"


sincerelyy,
me

final2!

ok.

done with economy.

my japanese final in another day and the next day its gonna be a biology dayyyy!

cant tell how much im excited for biology.yess!im going to kill that paper.literally and figurativelyy.

cepatla breakkk!

n its snowing a lot right now.

so pleasee snow heavily bnyk2 hari!

                                                               HAPPY HOLIDAYS

its snowinggggg.but it happens shortly sighh.. i know i should not sleep to much this morning. the moment i open my eyes, it clearly snowing and when i started to gett all excited, it stopped.

this is just the begiiningg!the days after this will be all white!


                                 memoryy from last snow!

how time flies..
now i'm waiting to wrap up my third semester here.
its another three weeks before the holiday *yeay*
*btw, its also another 4 weeks for florida yeay.omg excited2!*

i just finish up touring the other blogs and
mmg sumpah sye mls nk update blog.
its not that it take time or complicated and believe me i loveeee to write.
but kadang2 the feeling need no expression.ok hrp korg tk cube nk phm ape bnde aku melalut nih

btw, sumer org mcm tngh sebok2 nk ckp feeling kawan2 nih. and tetibe terase nk write a post about this.ngehngehngeh*pdhl mls da nk tngk hw*

ok ckp bnde laen pulok.mlm ni tetibe pkir nk recap ape feeling ble first2 jd sophomore.
well bile jd sophs(its term for 2nd year student btw) rse mcm matured sket kot.matured in action matured in study.ok malu sekejap sbb ngaku sendiri.*kah7*.tapi mcm betul je. tk ke?

erm da matured dr segii ape yek...
*ok this is strong.waktu freshman selalu stay dlm blik n become ulat buku.sumpah tak tipu.heloo berjam2 kott berchenta ngan calc tuuu.maybe org ckp bagus, tpppp seyes tder life. mmg tder life.never ade life. so ble da msuk sophs niii sumer bnde nk bt. haaa amek ko nmpk sket dunia.dulu tk penah kisah psl jln 21st ke, jln nk gi walmart ke, jln ape2 ke. kalaw sesat tu mmg selamat la. but bler da sophs sebok2 la nk amek lesen sbb nk jlnnn.kah8. walmart tu smpai muntah hijau da tyap2 kali free pegi.waffle house pon sme jugak la.haha.

* n then one other thing i noticed. people start to change. in a good way of course.  be more open to each other(nie da boley syap cter psl awek pakwe expakwe sub spare part sumer bnde la) tk ke open nmenye?
in freshmen year u never think about others u never wanna care u never wanna know about them. why bother? you have your life to put your worries into. but now all that do matter.  and somehow you feel closed.

*ok dulu tak nk bohong tnk tipu mmg menyampah jugak dngn certain2 person. bajet sngt, control sngt loud sngt and ksr sngt. pokoknye org2 yg eksotik+suke bt hal sendiri+tak care perasaan orang by my opinion mmg tkkn selamat.mmg sumer syap la aku kutuk2. haa tmbh dosa aku free2 terima kaseh bnyk2. but now, tipu la kalaw ckp tk kisah but somehow da bole adapt kot. * kalaw nk compare im probably the candidate if org nk kutuk2 ke ape, tapi mmg tk kisah kot hahaha*.

ok now the fun part. the picturessss..ok enjoy.

    family pics from gatlinburg.

    up on the hill. while riding cable car

  

    my dearieee.love u guys!

    notin more to say.happy!class of 2013+one of 2011

conclusion nyee.. you guys are the most diverse people i ever met.thank God for letting me having you guys as friends. lets make that bond greater shall we?love u!


**"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Others stay awhile, make footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same."**

im dead

tons of quizzes

trucks of HW

pleasee joy bring your light..

gedekgedekgedek

hari ni hari rabu.kelas padat smpai petang da smpi ptg tanak bt pape da pancittt.

so bkk fb kkekeke da tak penat plak kan.

browsing2 page kakak ni abg tu kawan ni kawan tu

SUMERRRR NYE KAT MALAYSIAAAA!!

aigoo sngt sdey mcm nk naek courier je skrg balek malaysia

lagi sdey kalaw org laen boley balek waktu raya

kita balek waktu org malaysia tngh skola

haih..keciwa2..mmg keciwa..sngt keciwa.

ok that's the end.sekian wassalam

p/s tunggu smpai da tak keciwa bru nk post balek kekekeke

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

here it is

the last onee!!

alhamdulillah....

hurray!

banzai!

yahoooo!!

*semoga org seluruh dunia pon gembira mcm sye..hehe*

calendar wani:

@mlm nie kene kemas bilik

@esok kol 7 check out

@hari len kita shopping!!

@minggu dpan balekkkkk!!!!!!!

oh2 hati seronok!

here im coming malaysia

MISS U ALL LIKE CRAZY!!!

sekian peace for palestin!!!

pintaku~

tajuk dramatik takley blah

oh sngt boring blaja calculus
haih..
15 may cepatla dtggg pleasee





seksanyela nk abeh final!
taper lagi dua minggu
n im done
tanak pkir pape
balek nk melantak nasi lemak bnyk2
buwat lemak!hahaha


FIGHTING!

I go crazy because of you???

WARNING!!!

ni bukn wani k...

selamat dtg ke dunia fantasi~~~~~~

♥*_Cassiopeia_*♥

kim jae joong

Hi...:)

hmmm..nk ckap pe eh..ha!..bende favorite..hehe

knal x kat atas ni sape?? name die kim jaejoong, 24 tahun...:)♥

die da bepunye k!! hahaha.. so tu je kot...hmm enjoy la gamba2 nih k...(^_^)v

die bole jd cute...♥

comel kn bile merajok?? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

trademark time gelak..haaa comel gak!!♥♥

bile time serius...still handsome!!!♥♥♥

ni random jer nih...suke giler gamba nih..

♥♥♥♥♥

bole jd sexy~~

p/s: nnt kite jumpe k...hikhikhik..♥

*_AKTF_*

sape tau, sape yg tulis blog nih..korg awesome r!!!

k la..tu je kot..da ngantok da nih...gud nite!!!

bubuy!!--xoxo--

Rate: ★★★★★

kosong.

empty.

ilek.

not worth it, i know!

pleaseee..nk spill

da banjir dlm mata

put an end to this..fullstop

goodbye sorrow!

this is very2 random

ape yg sye suke pasal US?

*shades is common thing!

*u can even have sushi here..FOR FREE!

*torrent is not that slow kura2 ..and u always can use streaming!

*well..english is necessary but u don't have to use it all tyme

( u have org melayu nearby kn?)

*boley naek aeroplane bnyk2 smpai boley rasa nk naek basikal je da boley smpai mesia!

dan tamat!

p/s:sye dlm klas dan ngantuk2222...prof nie blaaaa2222

pet mati

skrg masih dlm mood berkabung

wawawawa~~

ade ke patot dye org matiiii!!

oh takleh terima

ini mmg tak patot

"tapi wani bkn ko ke yg kene

ketok kepala sbb bengong

sngt gi tukar air tder oksigen"

haah

btul la jugak

pokoknye

mmg tak patot

la dye org nk mati

even though sye ni mmg tak reti nk

jge pet(the truth)

boley tak jngn matiiii waktu sye jge?

please..

haih..*muke down*

mmg takley nk ckp pape

speechleeeesssss

mmg tak ley nk slhkan sesape

cikgu spm pon tak penah ajar mcm mne

nak take care ikan2

haih...

*patot ke aku start tngk discovery channel??*

*******************gambar ini sngt mengerikan***********************

**************kpd pet lover sumer disarankan jngn tngk****************

ni abg dye dan the prettiest among two

yg nie adek sbb kecik cket..comey kan?

nie gambar due2 terapung2..

ok da penat berkabung

kene move on la kot

bye2 fish2

walaupun kita jumpe tak lama

tapi saranghaeyo!!

p/s:kene beli ikan baru nk ganti ikan emily.spe nk ikot??

list baru:rotikeringgulahupseng.cekodok.pelam.jambubatu.manggis.jagungbakar.cendol.laicikang

spring break

da name pon break

mmg malas nk menuliss pnjg2

so target waktu cuti

yosh!

tido, tido dan tido

muahahahahhaha

quick post

janam din ki bandai kepada

IZZAT ISKANDAR RAZALI

yeay anda sudah tua

tahniah2

(*kerana nama sye ade dlm post dye dua kali

kene la jugak kot letak nme dye besar2 kat cni*)

semoga

panjang

umur

murah rezeki

dilimpahkan rahmat!

p/s:another 7 weeks and counting..

mihailam,mirebus,smbalbelacan,ikanbakar,nasilemak,putumayam,tehtarik,kicapcapmaju

while i was blog hopping

seperti ayat diatas

tersinggah kat satu blog member ni

dye cter sal skool lme

oh mmg rindu

*tak sangka akn rindu mcm nie*

*sigh*

i'll be home in two months!

just wait!

p/s:charkueyteow,nasilemak,tehtarikmamak,roticanaikuahdal,bihunsuptulang,laksa,meegoreng.

list terbaru akan menyusul.hehe

stalker

hello,, i'm diana..

haha

blog wani kena stalk nga kite..

hihi

SMILE =>

korg yg baca,,sila la komen ek..

hihi

~d!@nA~

hepi balek

exam pon boley membuatkan sye down dngn perasaan

(i mean really down)

sngt dahsyat..tapi skrg da ok

tenkiu sape2 yg concern!

******intermission******

da penat sdey2

kene move on skrg

today's note

hoyaaa..weekend!

pagi

bngn mmg lewat..mmg tak pyh nk ckp

mandi

brunch-part ni paling besy..spoil cket sbb honey mustard abeh

n then off to greenhills

tataw la kenape

rancangnye kol 1

tetibe kol 3 bru nek bas

NK TNGK PERCY JACKSON

bella recommend

ntah mne2 la dye bce buku muvi ni

smpai theatre..mmg rse ketuk kepala sendiri

tyngn kol 1 AND the second one KOL 4..WTH..

so kene la merayau2 dulu kat mall tu

jln sana jln sini

masuk jugak claire's

poket ade 6 dolar and 50 cent jek

everytime masok claire's musti mata suruh tngk mcm2

dari mata turun kehati org kata

mmg selamatlah aku beli brg2 yg mmg aku tak perlu pon tu

tapi awak tu ade 6 dolar jek

even mcm tu pon

tngn pndai jek tarik bende murah

in the end

lepas one hour

sye dpt jugak satu beg tngn putih+comey+elegan

kiss gudbye for the 5 dolar cash including 25cent for the tax

tapi taper..bende tu canteekkkk!!

muahahaha

n then off we were to muvi

2jam dlm panggung gelak2

jerit2

saket2 mata sbb chy terang

in the end cter abes

quite interesting story

about god2 and goddess(yg mmg totally crap)
sye hanya boley bg rating 3 jek

sorila..sye mmg tak sukee kelajuan cter tue

hehe

pastu pegi smyg..n ronda2 lg kat mall

(coz tader bas pon for the next 1 hour)

tyme2 mcm ni la mmg nak sngt beli keteee

oh susah2

so, pegi lagi apple store

tngk iphone lak

mmg sye kagum dngn kemahalannye

telan elaun sye sebulan tu

haih

nk beli pon tader duet

gune enfon biase la kot...

ok bus da ade

so naek bus..saye da nk tido2 dngr suju

oh rindu lappy with suju video in it

smpai vandy

gi amek mealplan

laparrr..laparrrr..laparrr..laparrr

balek blik

mandi

smyg
ngadap lappy

n then tibe trtngk pisau cukur(maya karin n fazura)

oh cter tu sngt besy

org melayu musti kene tngk ah

patu smbung melagho lagi smpai skrg

ok katel da panggil saye

kene doze off

that's it

tata.

salam

p/s:bler nk study?hate weekend!!!

dan tima kaseh kepada org yg belanja sye ice cream.mmg sedaaappp!

oh2

someone jus made post bout me
sweeeett
muke sengih2 smpai org sblh tngk pelik
apepon
u made my day!
pekse chem menanty
off blog

.serabut usus otak.

currently in sc.smpai2 td tawaf satu building sc nih.tader sorg pon bdak malay.wutever la.
last2 skali duduk sorg2.bila tyme2 mcm ni mmg buku tu tngk aku dan aku tngk dye
tapi pak cik otak pikir bende laen.

first of all, NAK BALEK MESIA!!
duet tder.=(.dlm bank ader**.due digit!cmner nk blek mesia??mmg tak dapek la.wawawa~
hidung da bau nasi lemak.mee goreng.bihun sup.nasi ayam.nasi beriani.serawa labu.oh2 ayam pelbagai jenis. dari kfc smpai kari sumer aku lapar.kesian sye!

2nd thing, kepala jgak serabut sbb nk tukar major ke tak??
tukar tak tukar tukar tak tukar tukar tak tukar.ah serabut!bler mcm nih..mmg pak cik otak ckp tepon mak dulu.bler tepon mak ckp

mak:knpe nk tukar?
sye:sbb buku dye scary
mak:spm dulu mcm tu jgak
sye:tapi skrg lagi scary(sye syap antar google image lg)
mak:kalaw mcm tu, bwatla ape yg terbaek.mak setuju je.(ok mak sye mmg tak helping la kalw mcm tue.n then here comes my dad)
sye:abah, mcm mne ni?
abah:dulu kan mmg nak amik chem.e
sye:mmg la.tapi waktu tu blum tngk buku dye.skrg da tngk buku.

n then sye tak ingt ape lg inputnye..tapi last skali..
sye:abah, so, nk bwat pe ni?
abah:amik yg mne yakin boley bwat la.tapi abah lagi suka tak tukar major.

OK.kata putus.knock down.sye angkat bendera puteh.
tapi sye mmg tak sanggup berchenta dngn buku bio tue!
mcm article wikipedia printed out jd buku teks.oh bio.knpe la mesti ade kau.mne2 aku lari musti kau ade.kite penah gaduh ke dlu?=(so skrg..UNDECIDED.malasssss nk pkir.serabut otakkk!

this week de exam calc.next week de exam chem.oh cuak tahap tak ingt.kene score mmg la.kalaw tak kene repeat.bler kene repeat mmg sah2 la takley blek mesia.kirim salam la sye dekat ayam2 pelbagai jenis tadi.so nak tak nak kene bce buku.missing ol time bler lepas subuh boley tido balek..skrg kene ngadap kimia+phys+scratch+calc.sdey2.

despite all these things goin on, mata still lagi boley tngk pakcik jackie chan.newest muvi, SPY NEXT DOOR.rating 3/5.tak best sngt.jln cter predictable.probably the worst muvi yg dye penah berlakon.bler lagi dye nk bwat cter cm police story ek?dye da tua kan.aigooo..

ok da penat tulis.nak pen down.lapar dan lapar.knpe kat library nih boley lapar mcm2 tapi bler balek bilik tak rase nk mkn pon?mmg musykil.


P/s tetibe teringat ade org janji tiramisu mlm nih.ketuk kepala.dan ketuk lagi.knpe boley lupe ni
kpde org yg berkenaan:valid lagii ke tiramisu offer tue?pleaseee sye terlupe.....*wink2*

dikala nak mule sem nih la dye..

*teraddict u tube.oh2.mmg pening kple..kiya karu??

*terljk tetido..mmg penyakit btul..skali lg penin kple..

*terminat ramai org korea plak.slh spe ni?

*sigh*please tige2 penyakit ter ni go away..sem baru start lagi sehari..ottokejo??

ajl~

note today:

hoho~sesak nafassss..sedap2 performances dye2.unik.one of a kind.

ajl superb ah.10/10 for rating!

bashhhhaaaaaaa!!!

this is just random

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